I donāt understand Jason.
I know heās not seeing anyone, soā¦
Either he:
A- Is not interested in me
B- Is really not interested in me
C- Is so utterly clueless about a woman hitting on him that heāll miss hundreds of opportunities for sex in his life, bless him.
Any other woman, Iād say A or B, and āgirl, move onā.
But (and Iām not trying to be a spoiled princess here) I look good.
Thereās no point in being modest, itās just you and me here: Iām hot. The long blond hair, the baby blue eyes, the gorgeous face, the fit body with some tasty curves in all the right places. Iād look good on a runway for Dior, Iād look good on a Playboy cover, Iād look great naked on Jasonās bed.
Unfortunately, Jason doesnāt seem to agree.
Or notice.
Heās the nerdy type, you know? Iām not sure if he doesnāt want me or if he is just too socially awkward to try.
Heās in my chemistry class in college, we sat next to each other on the first day and he kept muttering the answers to himself, like nothing the teacher was saying could ever be news to him. At one point the teacher heard his whispers and asked him to repeat it out loud, poor Jason went fifty shades of red, moving his hands around while trying to explain his logic, and me? God⦠I just though he looked so cute. Smart boy, fidgeting in his shirt cause he has all the brains but no desire for lots of attention.
So cute.
I watched him explain and gesture with his sweet smile, cheeks as red as apples and⦠a thought occurred.
I wonder if his cheeks go red like this during a blowjob.
Does he blush?
Does he get shy and nervous when a woman is down on her knees for him, opening her willing mouth to suck him dry?
Do his hands fidget in her hair while he grabs it?
I donāt know why exactly I though that. I wasnāt particularly horny that day. But there it was: an intrusive thought. Eating away at me.
And Jason was my type.
Tall and skinny with that beautiful dark hair and adorable dark eyes. And his smile! God, his smile! He has one of those good-boy-smiles that makes a girl like me curious: what would one have to do to turn that good boy bad?
I sat next to him many other days.
I asked him questions. Waited for him to teach me things.
I hated that class. I really liked seating next to him.
But something funny was happening: Jason was never nervous around me.
He was nervous around other girls, but never around me.
And again, ok? I donāt wanna sound like an arrogant bitch, but men get nervous around me. Dating is hell, cause guys hardly ever have the balls to approach me. Most of them assume I am out of their league, and the only ones confident enough to come over and say āhiā end up being those cocky gym dudes who are (90% of them, from my experience) jerks.
Most guys get nervous.
Jason was the exception.
Itās like he thought I was so absolutely out of his league, like a different galaxy out of his league, that he didnāt even care to feel anxiety. As if in his head there was not a chance in the world that I had just spent the entire class daydreaming of putting his cock in my mouth so desperately I got wet.
I was not a missed opportunity in his book, cause he never even saw me as an opportunity.
I was, however, an opportunity.
I was a done deal, really.
It was cute and funny at first, but a couple of months had gone by and I was thinking about riding this man way more than what would be considered healthy.
I couldnāt stop thinking about it.
Heād smile. Heād blush. Heād get a little shy.
And Iād picture myself riding him while he smiled, riding him while he blushed and riding him shy.
I loved his cheeks going pink so bad.
Also⦠Heād push his glasses up his nose anytime he was about to sound serious and Iād have to refrain myself from biting my lip.
Which one is it, Jas?
How do you fuck a woman?
Do you blush when you go raw inside her?
Or do you go serious geek, sliding your glasses up your nose?
Do you get so shy you need instructions, honey? Or do you take a deep breath, make sure your glasses are in place and muster some confidence?
I wondered all those things.
I wondered a lot.
Then there was that fucking article. Apparently someone, somewhere, made a study on how satisfied people of a certain age group (around mine) were with their sex partners. Turns out confident fit guys had the worst kind of sex. They were bad at listening, bad at trying new things and refused sex toys of any kind, as they thought toys meant they āwerenāt enoughā to please a partner. Their women were not happy.
And what do you know? Nerd and geeks made the best group.
Consumers were please, satisfied, five stars review, ā10/10 would stay here againā.
These were the guys that listened. They adapted. The were up to trying new things and any toy under the sun. Hell, given the right incentive theyād be willing to develop new toys themselves.
Thatās all great.
But now Iām sitting next to Jason thinking I never had a man who listened.
I had sex with three guys so far. Iām sure some people would expect more of a 21 year old woman in college. I honestly expected less. One of them was alright. The other two will forever be regrets.
I had more fun masturbating and part of me was starting to wonder how long it would take for sex to be worth it.
That article made me think I just needed the right partner.
A guy who, unlike the others, would actually make an effort to please me.
The five stars review 10/10 kind of guy, right?
Remember how I thought about giving Jason a blowjob on that first day and I wasnāt even horny?
Well, I got horny. And then the thoughts got worst.
I thought about taking his shirt off.
I thought about licking him.
I thought about all the things Iād do to him.
I thought about what parts of his body I wanted on which parts of my body.
It was great.
Yeah.
You know what would have made it better?
If fucking Jason would cooperate!
But no.
I would say āhey, you looking cute todayā with a tender smile and homeboy would go āThanks, I bought it at Zingx, they have a lot of gaming apparel if youāre lookingā.
I accidentally brushed my breasts against his hands once and he jumped back so quickly youād think I had electrocuted him.
At one point⦠I kid you not: we were in line waiting to use some equipment in class and he was trying to ask these girls in front of us how long they would take, but they were ignoring us. He shrugged, looking a little disappointed.
āSo disrespectfulā I whispered.
āYeah, they should be done by now. I donāt know why they are taking so longā
āThey didnāt even listen to youā we were leaning closer and closer together, to protect our gossip.
āYeah, I donāt mind. I just wish they were done alreadyā he smiled. That sweet smile. I think I may have been the one blushing.
God!
āWell I mindā I said, pushing him with a friendly shoulder.
āDonātā he pushed me back with his shoulder in the same cute friendly way.
āI do. Cause I thinkā I measured my words and stared deep in his eyes āThat a woman should always do what a man tells her to do. You know?ā I whispered so softly any man would have heard it as a moan.
Cāmon, Jas. Tell me what you want and Iāll do it.
Sit on your face, ride your cock, bend over so you can fuck my ass. I swear to God, Iāll do it.
Jason, sweet lovely Jason, however is more worried about the line than about the woman offering herself to him.
āOh, they are done!ā He jumps up moving towards the equipment.
He is not interested.
Has to be it.
And if I wasnāt this horny over him, Iād probably let it go and move on. Learn how to take a no and all that.
But because I am that horny, I decide on one last hurrah. If heās not interested, Iāll stop it, of course. I just need to make sure this isnāt a case of a man being too oblivious.
We are leaving class when I attack āJason? You think you could come over to my dorm room and help me with some homework? Iād really appreciate itā.
He checks his watch and (clearly missing the mark of what it is I want from him) says:
āCan we keep it under an hour? Iām busy this afternoon.ā
How could he not understand what I mean?
I sound like I walk out of a porn straight into real life, no stops.
He is not interested in me.
And in ten minutes Iāll be sure.
But I need to be sure.
āYeah, of courseā
We get to my room.
He looks a bit bothered, like he is late and wasnāt planning on deviating from his schedule. But he comes in all the same.
āHave a sitā I say, pointing to my bed āYou mind if I change into something more comfortable? Something in my bra is pinching meā
āGo for itā he shrugs.
And yes. I did go for the cliche āchange into somethingā line, donāt judge me.
This guy is so oblivious, Iām one second away from touching his biceps and asking if heās been working out. I am that desperate.
āYou sure? You donāt mind?ā I ask again.
āNot at allā
He gets his phone out of his pocket, probably to keep himself entertained while I change.
And change I do.
The door to the bathroom is wide open but I make no move for it. Instead I just unzip my dress and let it fall to the floor. I am wearing red lingerie chosen very carefully for this occasion. I look good in it. I look like I taste wonderful. I look like I moan gladly. I look like I can ride a man like a pro.
Jason stares at his phone for two seconds. Itās my lack of movement that draws his attention. His face wonders in my direction casually, as if he is about to ask whatās taking me so long. My almost naked body is enough to get him to do a double take.
His jaw drops. Not a lot though. He doesnāt give me that satisfaction.
It drops just a little.
But he does check me out.
Slowly.
Deeply.
My tits in the red bra. The curves of my tiny waist spreading a little wider to my hips and ass. And he does spend a lot of time staring at my small panties barely covering my pussy.
āIām sorryā he stutters, snapping out of it. Takes him a second to look away.
āItās okā I smile.
He might be interested after all.
āI just really need to get out of this braā I whine āDo you mind getting something for me on that dresser over there?ā
āY-yeah, sureā he gets up, like he canāt turn his back on me fast enough āThis one?ā
āSecond drawer, pleaseā
He opens it and freezes.
He was thankful to turn his back, so he could escape my nakedness. But the content of my second drawer is a new kind of hell.
Jason doesnāt say a word. Iām not entirely sure he is breathing.
āCould you get me a new bra and some panties?ā I ask, knowing full well thatās what heās staring at right now: every single piece of underwear I own.
This is the turning point.
He can sigh and say he is not interested. Heāll apologize, come up with an excuse to leave and I will have to move to another continent.
Or he could say:
āWhich one do you want?ā He gulps.
āYou chooseā I whisper like a sweet little kitten āWhichever one you likeā
He stares at my underwear drawer for too long. The only reason I donāt go check on him is cause he seems to still be alive. He picks some panties and admires them for a moment before putting them back. It really looks like he is taking the homework seriously: he is putting a lot of thought into what he wants me to wear.
The black lace bra and matching thong seem to be the winners.
He stretches his arm in my direction, trying to avoid looking at me.
His eyes are on the floor and I make no effort to pick the lingerie he is offering.
āJason?ā I ask with a cautious giggle. Just to let him know I canāt reach his hand.
He has to look at me.
And he does.
So I strip.
Teasing him.
The bra goes first. It falls to the floor, exposing my heavy tits and my round pink nipples, already hard with anticipation. Then I bend a little to take off my panties. Slowly, careful not to break eye contact. I mean⦠not that he is looking at my eyes anyway, but still.
Soon I am completely naked. And Jason is completely hard. His breathing is irregular as he admires my body, maybe still not sure this is actually real. His cock isnāt as coy: it knows this is real.
Show me. Show me what happens when a woman gets naked for you.
Will you blush?
Will you stutter?
Will you go shy?
Jason walks towards me to hand me the underwear.
āThank youā I smile and put it on.
If he is embarrassed about it, he is hiding it well.
There is not a sound in the room except for his hard breathing, watching me while I dress the lingerie he chose.
āCan you hand me back my dress, please?ā I point to the dress on the floor, exactly where I dropped it.
He picks it up but gently throws it away.
āCan I have that?ā I laugh a little. Is he just being clumsy?
āNoā he says, and there is something dry in his eyes when he walks even closer to me. This doesnāt feel clumsy. Feels intentional.
āW-why not?ā Why am I the one stuttering?
Something about him feels slightly different.
āTurn aroundā even his voice doesnāt sound the same. His tone.
āExcuse me?ā I try to laugh it off.
āIf you didnāt want me to watch, youād have changed in the bathroomā he shrugs. But itās not his nerdy-casual shrug anymore. It feels⦠manly. Feels like he set his mind to something and is not trying to hide it āYou want me to watch, so I will watch. Turn around for me. I wanna see the thong I choseā.
Ok, I wasnāt expecting this.
I thought heād blush and stutter. Iād have to sit him down and ask him to touch me. Heād get nervous and need even more instructions.
Thatās how I pictured it anyway.
I pictured being in control.
I never imagined heād be the one giving orders.
And it seems I am taking too long to answer, cause he lowers his eyes to mine like a carnivore.
āWell?ā
āOhā I snap back to reality āYou want me toā¦ā
āTurn. Aroundā he says carefully as if I was stupid āRight nowā
I gulp and nod my head a bunch of times, captured by the way his eyes seem so vicious as opposed to his kind smile.
āYes, sirā
I turn.
I give him the whole tour of my body.
āCan I touch?ā He groans āOr do you just want me to look?ā
So odd.
The kind and slightly awkward teddy-bear-geek is⦠gone? Itās like his brain flicked a switch. Like his body never expected this to happen, but since it did, heāll go all in.
The greatest āoh, well, fuck itā anyone could ever say.
I put my hands lightly on his chest, rubbing him gently over his shirt, saying a āoh, well, fuck itā of my own.
āYou can do whatever you want to meā
Jason leans his head, brushing his nose on mine.
āWhatever?ā
āWhateverā
āGet on your kneesā he sounds hungry.
There is no hesitation on my part. I kneel before him, wearing nothing but the black lingerie he chose. My nipples are so sensitive, it feels like the lace is scratching them raw. From where he is standing, Jason has a really good view of my tits. I wet my hungry lips cause if he wants me to kneel, I know whatās coming next.
āSo prettyā he caresses my cheek. I feel it burning so I might be blushing. He unbuckles his belt and I perk up, sliding my hands on his jeans. āThis black bra looks so goodā he plays with the straps of my bra āThere was a blue one in the drawer there that looks almost as good. I was tornā
āI can change into the other one, if you wanna see itā
His smile is so sweet. He twirls a lock of my hair and pinches my chin āSo pretty. And docileā
āI amā I moan, trying to be good. But my nails are so long I scratch him.
āOuchā he holds my wrists āAnd sharp. Like a little kitten, you areā
I keep nodding, just agreeing to anything he says. Eyeing his erection, still hiding under the jeans.
I run my nails over his hard bulge and he unzips his jeans, dropping it and his underwear just enough to free his cock. And what a delicious treat that is.
I had pictured riding and sucking Jason many times but, for whatever reason, I never imagined his dick looking that good. Itās large and thick with this luscious red head, makes my mouth water.
āOpen you mouthā he whispers.
I open it wide. Tongue sticking out.
He grabs his cock and taps the head on my tongue, like he is making sure I am real. I think that move was meant to arouse himself, but that little taste of Jason meat makes me so eager I reach out to hold him so I can eat him.
āAll the way inā he tells me and I suck him āThere. Thereā he closes his eyes āFuck, thatās a good kittenā. I take him deep in my throat. So far in my lips touch his pubes. He growls, grabbing on to my furniture like he is about to faint. I feel his tense stomach with my fingers, my nails branding him with desire, leaving behind a red trail. Not that he seems to care. Not even another ouch.
Itās like there are two forces inside Jason. One wants to move his hips and fuck my throat to drown me with cum. The other wants him to slow down and pace himself.
I know which I want to win, so I grab the base of his cock and since he is not moving his hips, I will move my face. I suck him violently. Like he is being ridden by an experienced pussy. Out and in and out and in. Pressing into his shaft with tight lips, sucking every inch going in and every inch going out. Taking him deep on every turn, until I feel his head so deep down my throat I am about to gag.
Thatās when Jason grabs me by the hair.
āStop. Fuck, Alyse, stop or Iāll cumā
Isnāt that the point?
āGet upā
āW-why?ā I want him in my mouth, why am Iā¦
āGet the fuck up right nowā he grabs my elbow like Iām a trinket he owns.
I was definitely not expecting this.
He is not blushing or stuttering.
He is owning me.
And that makes me even more wet.
āGo put the blue one onā he takes a step back, trying to control his breathing.
He wants this to last longer.
He doesnāt want to cum too fast.
I move away and Jason closes his fist around his cock to jerk it off. But he doesnāt fully wank it like a man looking for an orgasm. He just moves his hand up and down, slowly, keeping himself erect. And I wanna do that! I wanna put my fingers around him and feel that girth.
āCan I do that?ā I ask, thirsty.
āYou can do what I fucking told you to doā he snaps.
āOkā I am so turned on right now I could light up a small town.
āOk? What happened to the yes, sir?ā
I turn to look at him and he is still treating his cock to those God forbidden slow caresses.
I donāt remember ever wanting a man in my throat that bad.
āNothing, sirā I am out of breath so my words are barely a whisper āI meant, yes, sirā
I take off my black bra before looking for the blue one he wanted. But I think the sight of my naked tits bobbing is more than he can handle.
āCome hereā
āYou told me to put on the blue oneā
āThat was before, now Iām telling you to come hereā
I have nothing but the black thong covering my body and if I didnāt already feel hot as fuck, the way he looks at me (filled with a raging lust) would make it so.
I kneel back at his feet cause I know what he wants, and I wanna give him everything.
āYes, sirā
āSuch a good kittenā he admires me for a moment. I think he is trying to decide what he wants to do with me first. āLean back a littleā Back? I think heād want my mouth again but actually he⦠itās my tits. He presses his lips like he is trying very hard to keep his mouth from watering. His cock is hard, pointing up like a solid piece of wood āStand upā he finally decides.
āYou wanna touch them?ā I moan, getting up and he doesnāt even wait for confirmation. He grabs both my tits, one in each hand, as if he was fully prepared to rip them off.
āI wanna bite themā he is almost biting his own words. He squeezes hard and unkind, turning me on even deeper.
āThese are a good handfulā he groans. My tits are so sizeable and his grip is so tight that part of my flesh is trying to escape between his fingers. Iām gonna have his fingers printed to my skin for the next two days, no doubt.
Now, I didnāt know you could grab and pull someone by the tits like that. But you really can. Jason pulls me in using nothing but my tits, forcing me to step closer to him. Close enough for him to kiss me. I liked having his cock in my mouth cause I never had his tongue. Damn, this man is a good kisser.
I donāt know if he is experienced, but you can definitely feel his desire with every stroke of his tongue. Enough desire to make me melt and moan.
āTake it offā he commands me. I start removing my thong cause I know thatās what he means, but as soon as I bend my body a little he holds his cock between my legs.
His moan is hoarse and heavy. He is feeling my warm pussy and wishing for it to the point of insanity.
I bend a little more, rubbing myself against his hard shaft.
He aligns the tip with my slit as he holds my waist.
āCan I have it?ā he whispers, his cock slighting moving to make his intentions clear.
He is already so perfectly aligned that all I have to do is push myself against him. And thatās exactly what I do before saying āYesā in such a way that the word feels more like a moan than a reply.
He doesnāt blush.
He doesnāt stutter.
He doesnāt hesitate.
He doesnāt shy away.
He is in control.
Absolute control. Taking my pussy and making it his with large and powerful thrusts. I feel sweat dripping down my neck to the tits he is still grabbing and shaking as he fucks me.
He guides my hand to my clit so he can watch me please myself even more. Itās not an easy thing to rub yourself with nails as long as mine and I think I accidentally scratch him here and there. Just like last time, he cares not. He fucks me even harder. Senseless.
There is an urgency about him. Muttering things I can barely hear or make sense of. I think he is calling me beautiful. I think he is calling me a whore.
I start to cum on his cock, biting his lips instead of mine, drowning in the words I hardly hear him say.
I think this is when I realise I never had an orgasm with a man before. And the ones I had alone were nothing like this.
This is stronger. Itās powerful. Feels like a force of nature. Like a tidal wave. A hurricane of pleasure washing away your body and leaving nothing behind.
I try to scream while gasping for air. There is a moan trapped in my throat that never ends.
I think this is what heaven should be like. That one climatic moment, on top of the wave, when all else fades and you are overcome with a pleasure so pure it makes your body numb.
āOn your kneesā he commands through grinded teeth.
Such despair.
Such urgency.
I get down on my knees, Jason grabs my face and fucks my mouth.
He is grabbing my hair and using my throat as he pleases. I remember a few moments ago, when it felt like he was fighting two different forces⦠they have now blended into one: all he cares about is throat fucking me. Hard.
I am almost gagging, but I want him more than I want air.
His moans get louder as he gets closer. I can feel his hard cock swelling on my tongue. Throbbing. More and more until he cums, with tremors taking over his body, moaning my name softly. Jason unload his balls down my throat and I swallow all of it. Licking him clean while he catches his breath.
He falls on my bed, momentarily deprived of strengths, and pulls me with him.
I laugh and kiss him. Our naked bodies intertwined.
I grab his arm to check his watch.
āHey, arenāt you gonna be late?ā
āWhat?ā his voice seems far away. He is still holding on to me, enjoying the feel of my body against his.
āWerenāt you busy in an hour? Itās been an hourā
āHmmā is all he says. His eyes are closed and he is drifting off. Still holding me as Iām the only thing that matters right now.
I donāt think he remember anything else.
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