Not so long ago, a friend of mine asked me jokingly “what’s so good with anal?”, and it got me thinking why I am so into it.
I still remember my first encounter with it. I was in 7 or 8th grade I think, and a friend was laughing because someone was “sodomizing a pillar”. He asked me if I knew what sodomizing meant, and of course, I said yes without having any clue except it was most probably sexual. So I looked it up in the dictionary (I’m that old apparently) and finally found out what it was, while not really understanding it I guess.
At this time, I was lucky enough to already have access to the internet at home, and while I wasn’t masturbating or watching porn yet, I was still having fun looking at old school explicit comic books (Manara stuff mostly) online.
And that’s when I think it connected in my brain, watching those images and remembering that “sodomizing” thing: THERE’S A SECOND HOLE DOWN THERE!
A few months later, I watched my first porn and, thank god for French porn, there was anal in it! I remember really enjoying it, and understanding already that it wasn’t supposed to happen, and that it needed some trust and time.