[MF] anal breakthrough last night

I’ve been super interested in eventually pegging my husband, but he’s not there and may never be. We had an… incident a couple months ago. I’ve started occassionally rimming him as part of foreplay and spend a lot of time using my mouth on other than just his dick, and his reactions are always so sexy and I’m usually dripping wet only a few minutes in. One night, I was going at him with my mouth and tongue and tried to escalate it. I grabbed some lube and worked my finger in, but was unsuccessful in finding the prostate.

I ended up just thrusting my finger in and out of his ass while giving him head, and for awhile he seemed to be enjoying it but eventually said it was starting to hurt. I pulled out, washed my hands and climbed on top and finished that way. Well, a day or 2 later, he ended up with a massive extremely painful hemmeroid. Like, limping and walking funny, miserable, couldn’t sit down or stand up, moaning and groaning. I called it his”man cold of the ass” because he was so over the top about it. I have had hemmeroids off and on since our first was born, and he’s 12. Roids are not a big deal and should not impact your life to the extent it did for him.

Turns out, a thrombosed hemmeroid is something completely different, and I was an asshole. It took about 2 weeks for the swelling to recede. I jokingly asked him if he’d ever let me play with his ass again, and got a loud, emphatic no. I was sad, because eating his ass and fingering it always got me super turned on, and my porn of choice lately had been rimming and pegging/prostate play, and now that was never going to be part of our sex life again.

It had been a couple months by this point since I had ventured lower than his balls, but the other night, I finally risked a couple swipes against his asshole and his legs fell open and he groaned and shifted and pressed against me. I spent a half an hour licking and sucking and tonguing him while jerking him off. I even got out a bullet vibe and pressed it against his taint, trying to get him to cum. he finally told me I wasnt consistent enough and kept changing what I was doing or the pressure or the speed, and asked to finish PIV. WHICH WAS AMAZING because I was so turned on from seeing him so turned on.

Anyway, last night, he was stroking his fingers along basically anywhere he could reach and I was squirming against him and groaning and I told him it wasn’t fair that I had so many “spots” that encouraged such a reaction and he doesn’t. He told me he “used” to have squirming reactions like that, years ago, but that i “stopped” making the effort to do that for him and it died away (which made me feel like a selfish, shitty lover. We struggled with intimacy several years ago due to my depression and apparently it’s still having a lasting effect on what I thought was our awesome sexlife, need to fix that).

Anyway- I started running my fingers all over him to see where he reacted, and asked him to stop touching me so I could concentrate. It hadn’t been my intention to do what occurred, but by the time he was hard and his dick was bobbing, my fingers had been tracing a vein between his balls and his asshole and he was groaning (not something he does a lot of, he’s not a very vocal lover).

I started just running my finger up and down that vein while licking and sucking at the head of his cock, and he started thrusting a bit, and I was getting turned on, so I moved to settle between his thighs. I didn’t immediatly move my mouth to where my finger had been, though, because I didn’t want him to freak out. I started kissing and nibbling along his thighs, licking and nipping at his balls (I LOVE playing with them), and slowly worked my way to that tiny patch of skin under his sack. The second my tongue flicked against that vein, he was bucking and growling. I was alternating speed and firmness of my tongue (something he isn’t very good at when he’s licking me, we need to work on that) and he was bucking and moaning and panting and grunting and it was so hot that I started moaning. I never took it any further than licking against his hole because I didn’t want him to freak out, but then HE grabbed my hand and pushed it under his thigh.

I’m not stupid, and I knew what that meant, so I spit quite a bit onto my finger and just let it rest there while I licked at his taint. He started thrusting again, pumping his hips against me, and slowly my finger slipped in. I didn’t do any of the work, I just held it there for him, and let his body do the adjusting while I kept up my licking. Eventually, my finger worked past that first tight ring of muscle and I couldn’t help it, I groaned against him, which made him thrust more. I kept adding more spit so it was lubed up for him (if I had known this was going to happen I would have had actual lube, but I hadn’t expected this and didn’t want to kill the vibe rooting around for it). He pressed against me and continued thrusting and moaning and groaning and my finger sank further into him. His hand was down by his hip, so I reached for it and put it on his cock and he started jerking off. Between that, his thrusts, my finger in his ass that kept appearing and disappearing, I was still working his taint with my tongue, and now his balls were smashing against my face, I was painfully aroused. I was thrusting against the bed and moaning, which made him moan more and his hips were thrashing so I had to loop my other arm around them and hold him down.

It was….. Fuck. I can’t even describe it..we don’t normally do ‘just’ oral, because I don’t particularly like the taste of cum, and he prefers to cum PIV, but I was determined to make him cum last night. I kept my finger in his ass and let him thrust as he wanted/needed too and shifted to start giving him head. I wrapped my other hand tight around the base of his shaft and his asshole was clenching my finger so hard.

A broken “honey” came out of his mouth and he lurched up, almost sitting up, and came so hard. I managed to tighten my grip enough that I stopped the cum actually coming out (I learned a few years ago that if you clamp down on that vein looking thing, you can cut the ejaculation off and and he still experiences an orgasm and I don’t get cum in my mouth, which tends to make me gag and ruins it a bit). His thighs squeezed me, his asshole squeezed me and his cock swelled in my mouth and against my hand, and he tightened his whole body and moaned so low. When I pulled my mouth off him and let go, the cum came bubbling out and I smiled at him as I slipped my finger from his ass. I asked him if he was ok, and he nodded, so I went to wash my hands.

He came in the bathroom and bit my shoulder and told me to go lay down because he wanted to repay the favor. It was some of the best oral I’ve ever gotten from him.

I had to tell someone, because last night was one of the most erotic experiences of my life, and I didn’t even have his cock inside me. I kind of want to do it again today, but I don’t want to push his limits. After he fell asleep, my brain went into over drive, and I want to get him a toy to stimulate his prostate, because I can’t seem to find it with my finger. i want to give him a prostate orgasm while sucking his cock and licking that pulsing vein between his balls and asshole. My dirty mind is running on overdrive right now and I feel like I’m gonna burst.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/aawjyp/mf_anal_breakthrough_last_night