[MF] anal breakthrough last night

I’ve been super interested in eventually pegging my husband, but he’s not there and may never be. We had an… incident a couple months ago. I’ve started occassionally rimming him as part of foreplay and spend a lot of time using my mouth on other than just his dick, and his reactions are always so sexy and I’m usually dripping wet only a few minutes in. One night, I was going at him with my mouth and tongue and tried to escalate it. I grabbed some lube and worked my finger in, but was unsuccessful in finding the prostate.

I ended up just thrusting my finger in and out of his ass while giving him head, and for awhile he seemed to be enjoying it but eventually said it was starting to hurt. I pulled out, washed my hands and climbed on top and finished that way. Well, a day or 2 later, he ended up with a massive extremely painful hemmeroid. Like, limping and walking funny, miserable, couldn’t sit down or stand up, moaning and groaning. I called it his”man cold of the ass” because he was so over the top about it. I have had hemmeroids off and on since our first was born, and he’s 12. Roids are not a big deal and should not impact your life to the extent it did for him.