The last 2-3 months have been rough to say the least. With school starting up, and kids doing remote learning, my wife has dove head first into a parent/teacher role (which is great) at the cost of being a wife. She’s mentally drained at the end of the day and doesn’t really have much left. Me on the other hand, I’ve been working a lot, and as a result of feeling rejected have somewhat walled myself off emotionally. We already struggle with mismatched libidos, where mine is through the roof and she barely has one.
The past couple of days I’ve been thinking the wife and I were finally going to connect and have some intimate time, so I’d been edging a fair amount without actually releasing. My edging had gotten to a point where I had so much of a load built up, that rather than leaking precum while I was playing, I was leaking a thick white cum any time I’d touch myself (I love reaching that point).