She gets home at 1:30 am and jumps in the shower. I immediately follow her in there, and ask her if I can join her. She locked the door to the bathroom, I wiggle the door and say honey I would like to join you. She says no, not another word. I have felt our relationship was off. She has been distant, and our sex life, fell off a cliff. She never initiates anymore, and it is me just left with the feeling something has changed.
I look at her phone and a text had come in from her coworker. Asking if she enjoyed the evening as much as he did, with an emoji kiss and an eggplant. I set it back down, went to bed, and just laid there. She got in bed, got on her phone texted him back and I could see the glow of the light and I turned over and she quickly, got off her phone. So, I intentionally held her, and she ended up falling asleep in my arms. I struggled a bit, as I wanted to breakdown while holding her, and I also wanted to shut my eyes and pretend this was not happening.