My life could be best described as fortunate.
I have two beautiful daughters, one just graduated from high school, and her sister a few years away. I’ve been married to my husband since I was 17. We’ve built a wonderful family throughout the years, with no major issues that we couldn’t fix through talking or counseling. I just turned 39, and I was hit with an uncontrollable fear of turning forty. Over the last fear years, my husband and I havent had the best sexual relationship, if at all existent. But I’ve never betrayed him, although I’ve had the chance to on more than one occasion. On November 3rd of last year, I found my husband was sexting his secretary, and had a romantic relationship with her throughout our marriage. Through the jealousy, fear and pain, I had sex with a coworker I thought was my friend. He took advantage of me through my hardship. And I can safely admit now that I regret it.