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**Creating The Slut Mindset**
Over the course of several months, my anticipation had built up. From the moment we’d started sending each other e-mail and silly flirtations outside of it all, I just knew that she was going to be mine. I *had* to have her, and I didn’t even know what she really looked like. But none of that really mattered—she was my type.
Clay, begging to be molded.
Everything was going exactly like I wanted to, each detail had been painstakingly thought through, pre-arranged, and replayed in my head obsessively. Time was crucial, now, and I couldn’t afford a mistake.
I finally convinced her to visit me despite her protests of not having sufficient funds to drive, or fly out. So I played the role of the Good Samaritan, and offered to purchase them myself. I even arranged for her hotel accommodations.
Despite her insistence that she’d pay every cent of it back and repeatedly telling me that she couldn’t accept it as a gift, I knew she was more than grateful. She was in my debt. She knew it.
The game was starting out perfectly.