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*** ***Bella*** ***
The drive home was uneventful. Chris was still tired from his time with Jackie so Alana and I decided to sit up front while he recovers.
“So, do you have any plans?” I asked and Alana turned to me while her hand stayed on the wheels, “I mean, you’re still on vacation, right?”
She smiled warmly. “I am for another week,” then her eyes went back on the road. Chris is sleeping soundly behind us, so we spoke calmly where otherwise we would be somewhat loud with smiles and laughter. “I want to get to know him better. I don’t want to hurt him again like the other day.”
Hmm, she’s so understanding, and her wanting to get to know Chris better is telling me she is serious about this relationship, our relationship. “I’m thinking you wouldn’t want to learn it from me,” I said.
“I would like to learn it from him. What his fears are, what he wants in life. You know, like what an actual couple would do.”
No. No, I wouldn’t know, because Chris and I haven’t had that conversation yet! I… I’m moving slow, moving like fucking molasses! I want to insert myself into this without playing my hand. Think, bitch, think!