[F] What goes away, stays away.

I’ll be honest, it was pretty borderline to an abuse of power.

Either way, it was pretty inappropriate.

It was a few years ago now, back when I used to work fly in fly out and was away from home for 3 weeks at a time.

I work in OHS and it’s my job to carry out inductions for all the workers that come to the construction site.

It’s not unusual for the young lads to try their luck, but I’m a professional and it never amounts to anything.

Well …

Almost never.

Most guys working construction are pretty fit, some of them a pretty damn good looking too and some … well it’s pretty clear sometimes how much junk is in the trunk…..

Only once though has it been all three.

His name, literally, was John. OMG 6’6″ and a chiselled face that made David look like an awkward young boy. It was pretty clear he had a LOT of trouble finding a trunk that would fit his junk.

[F/M] Wrapped Up, A Christmas Story

It was Christmas Eve; I knew that much. I was surrounded by voices laughing and celebrating though I couldn’t see their faces. Finally, I heard a voice I recognized call everybody’s attention as he made an announcement, it was almost time. For what? I felt beads of sweat forming in the cervices of my cramped elbows and knees. I was nervous about what was going to happen in a few short moments, but I wanted more than anything to be out of my cage.
The ripping of paper gave way to the first bit of daylight I had seen since early that morning and I gasped, sucking in the fresh air as it flooded in through the torn wrapping paper. With the paper tore away, I could see I was surrounded by beautiful men and women wearing huge smiles as they stared down at me. I had nowhere to go, and I became increasingly aware of how vulnerable it was.
“I hope you like it,” Jack said as he clapped another man on the shoulder. Jack was the only face I recognized and was the one who I met online. He was older, in his late fifties, but he was filthy rich, and it was very obvious he took good care of himself.
The second man looked similar to Jack, though a bit taller and had a short, thick beard. “She’s perfect,” he said. “Is she trained?” The word made my heart race. Jack and I had discussed expectations beforehand but hearing someone ask if I was trained sent a shiver down my spine.
I had met Jack on a sugar baby website when I was 18 and short on my second semester’s tuition. He was firm and had always been very direct about what he wanted. I liked that. I had met with him many times since then, but this time was different. I thought nothing of it when he told me to slide my leggings down and bend over his desk made of polished oak. He was always infatuated with my ass and never missed an opportunity to take full advantage of it.
I was pissed when I felt the sharp pinch of a needle stabbing into my toned left ass cheek. “What the fu…” Before I could get the words out, I was lightheaded. “Wha… wha..”
“What was that?” he asked, finishing my question for me. I could only nod. I steadied myself on his desk and tried to stand but quickly decided I was much more comfortable simply bent over. He rubbed his strong hands over the curves of my ass, sending tingles of pleasure over my entire body. I felt wonderful. “Trust me, you will thank me later.” His office slowly faded away.
“I’m offended John,” Jack said with a hearty laugh. “Of course, she’s trained. I even gave her a little something to help keep her a bit more docile. She can be a bit fiery sometimes.” I could feel him looking down on me. With a click, the door to my cage opened and I felt a light tug around my neck. I hadn’t even noticed the collar and leash, and I slowly crawled from the cage, shaking the stiffness in my limb.
I crawled along the beautiful wooden floor, feeling the cool air and suddenly realizing I was completely naked. The chill made my nipples perk up. I could feel my hair braided into two tight pigtails, which was definitely not my doing and something was sticking to my lower back, just above my ass. “Oh, my goodness, that’s hilarious!” I heard a woman say. “The bow is a nice touch, Jack.”
“Why thank you Miss K, I thought so as well,” Jack replied as he guided me by my leash. “Stop,” he said. Before even registering the command, I had already stopped crawling. I didn’t look around the room, but kept my head and neck straight, focusing only on the floor in front of me. “Sit,” he said. A simple command that is open to many interpretations, but I knew what he meant. I simply leaned back onto my knees and lightly rested my hands on my thighs. “Hailey, this is John, your new owner. You belong to him now, do you understand?” I shook my head yes and watched Jack hand the pink leash over.
“She’s very pretty,” John said to nobody in particular. He walked towards me and wrapped the tail of the leash around his hand as he did, taking in the slack and keeping my collar tight. “Very pretty indeed. Did Jack take good care of you darling? It’s okay, you can speak. Look up here.”
I looked up at John with my big emerald eyes, “Yes sir. He was very sweet and always treated me really nicely.”
“I’m sure he did,” John said with a big smile. He was right on top of me new, the crotch of his black pants was an inch from my face. He leaned over me and whispered, “I’m not Jack.” His voice was menacing, and I felt his hot breath on my neck. He snapped his fingers, and I heard the tap of a woman’s heels walking across the floor behind me. I turned my head to see what was happening, my first mistake. He pulled hard on my collar, snapping my neck back around to face him. “Did I tell you to turn away pet?” he asked. I couldn’t answer, not because I didn’t know what to say, but because he was pulling my collar so tight, I couldn’t breathe. I felt the leather edges of the collar dig into my skin.
I looked up at him, doing my best to plead for forgiveness with my eyes. It wasn’t working. He grabbed the wrist on my left arm and pulled it up over my head and then I felt a sharp pinch. Another needle. “Open you mouth,” he said as he let my arm fall back down to my side. An intense feeling of relaxation quickly swept over me. I let my jaw fall open as he undid his belt and let his trousers slide down to his thighs. Murmurs and snickers coursed back and forth through the room.
My thoughts started to become cloudy but finally, he eased the tension on my collar as he pushed the head of his thick cock into my mouth. I closed my lips around him and then felt a hard slap across my face and the taste of blood filled my mouth. “Did I tell you to close your fucking mouth?” he asked in anger. More laughter. I shook my head no but still received another hard slap. “Answer me when I speak to you,” he said. He pushed his cock deeper, nearly touching the back of my throat. I tried to tell him “No sir!” but it only came out in coughs and gags. Luckily, that’s exactly what he wanted.
In one hand he held my leash, and he used the other to pull my pigtails together as he began thrusting hard, the head of his cock punching the back of my throat. The corners of my vision started to fade from existence, and I started to forget about everything. Nothing else mattered but keeping my mouth open, I didn’t want to be slapped like that again. I could taste the mixture of precum and blood in my mouth as the room turned black. In my last moments of consciousness, I heard an eruption of cheers and the warm taste of cum filling my mouth.

My Sudden Addiction [True Story] [MM] [Inter] [Size] [Humil] [Black Superiority]

[cross-posted]

(a lucky encounter a couple of years ago)

We shuffled our way into my bedroom, which suddenly felt a lot smaller just from him being in it. I quickly closed the door behind us and flipped the lock. The loud gun shots and screams from the livingroom TV were still quite loud, but at least there was a sense of privacy.

We made our way to the opposite corner of the room, my eyes absolutely glued to his form as he moved in front of me. I still couldn’t believe the sheer audacity of this dude– this stallion– to wear something like this! Outdoors, even! I mean, I guess I would too if I looked like him… I know my grandma’s heart skipped a beat or four when I made the very brief introductions before rushing to my room.

I mean, the man was dressed in an all spandex body suit. He somehow remained “decent” by pairing the outfit with a string tank top, but it really left nothing to the imagination. He had a beautifully thick, solid body; great pecs, swollen biceps, thick midsection, and insanely thick ass and thighs. All this only serving to compliment his unbelievably huge dick– the entirety of which, from wrist-thick base to apple-sized head, was visible thru the spandex, running halfway down his leg.

My Favorite Annual Tradition Cums in June [MM]

*Disclaimer: everyone is over 18 in this post*

It’s my one of my favorite times of year. The days are getting longer and warmer, the rivers are running and Lucas comes to town.

I met Lucas 6 or so years ago when craigstlist personals were still a thing. He had posted an ad looking for a “Slight Young Man for Free Erotic Massage”.

The post detailed that he was a (mostly) straight married man who was vacationing at a family house in the area, looking for a younger discreet guy to give a free sensual massage with no reciprocation necessary, but appreciated. I was hard immediately.

As an in-the-closet bi guy in a small town with little outlet for my gay side, it seemed like the perfect arrangement to satisfy some urges long neglected.

He replied mere minutes after I had sent my age and stats and a little about my strong fetish for “normal” massages that turn erotic with older men. We exchanged a couple messages and photos and eventually had a time and place set and a beautiful yearly tradition was borne.

The Lonely Passenger [Part 1]-A Tale from Desperate Shores B&B [MF]

*This is my first thrust (haha) at erotic fiction. I’m fairly new to erotic writing, so I appreciate any constructive criticism. Warning: This is a long post.*

Just like every morning, I stood at the kitchen sink. The clicking of my husband’s jaw as he masticated his breakfast acted as a metronome while my muscle memory scrubbed dish after dish. *How had my life become an endless loop of tedium with disappointments and regrets as waypoints?*

“I think that dish is clean enough, Abigail.” Roy said with his usual warm chuckle.

The sound of my full name pushed me deeper into my thoughts. *Abigail? People close to me called me Abby and lovers whispered Abs into my ear. Abigail? That was for strangers and acquaintances.*

“Abigail,” He was louder now. “You’re gonna scrub the flowers off that plate.”

I shook off my thoughts and moved onto the next plate.

“You’re really out of it lately.” He placed his dishes next to the sink.

“Am I?”

“Feel better.” Roy leaned in to kiss my cheek.

I (26M) got my wife Anna (24f) q Massage birthday present turned into a hotwife situation [MFM]

Anna is notoriously hard to shop for. When she wants something she gets it.
One thing I know is that leading up to her Birthday she was as wound upI had ever see. She would come eat dinner, talk a little And straight to bed. No chance at all for me to get some sex.
When her 24th birthday got closer, I started to wonder what she wanted or needed. She needed something to relax so I had a wild idea. I got her an ounce of weed from Jackie, a gram or yay but I still wanted one more thing. I landed on getting her an in house massage. She was so twisted and knotted up I planned to book her 2hours. I figured this would be a good hands for me to see another man rub all over her body.
I was pretty thorough with my search. The girls I found all offered happy endings. I didn’t think that could help her to relax. I found a guy who was perfect. He specialized in removing knots and was a specialist below the belt he was a great looking guy, and I m we Anna would at the minimum think that he’s hot. Whoa boy was I right.
I called him and we spoke for a decent amount of time. He was really nice with a calming voice. He asked if it was for me or someone else. i told him it was for my stressed out wife and this would be her birthday. He said that great. He asked what spots I thought needed the most attention, I was very Frank she I said her lower back, her glutes are on fire and her thighs. Basically every inch under the belt needs a ton of attention. He said that’s his specialty. So we set the date and place. I wanted him to come to our house so she was more comfy. We made the plans and she was none the wiser.
I looked at pictures on his web page and he was not hiding a sizeable hog very well. The wheels started turning. Before her birthday, I sent him a front and back picture of her in starring bikini we bought for when we go to the nude beaches.
He said he’s prepared. But also said I hope I’m not out of line here, but wow. That backside is world class. I agreed with him and said tomorrow he gets to see and touch for himself. I Don’t think he understood. But that ok.
Her birthday came and I was having trouble concentrating at work. Luckily my client went home early allowing me to do the same. I cleaned the house well and moved things in the bedroom to make space for his table. She called and said she was on her way. He let me know as well he was a block away. He arrived before her thankfully and I showed him to the bedroom. He set up and he said he was ready just in time because she pulled in. I told her to come to the kitchen for a moment. She followed and I gave her a bottle of her favorite wine as well as the party favors Jackie brought. She was super happy with this. I told her that there was one more Present. She walked in the room and saw the massage table and well built massage therapist. I explained that she was so stressed lately I wanted her to de-stress completely. I
Told her I got a 2 hour massage session.
I told her I asked him to concentrate his medium to hard pressure on her lower body. She asked him what I asked for specifically. He said I asked to concentrate on her feet, calves hamstrings, ass, inner thighs and quads. I said for the upper body to be gentle and soft. She said that I know her well.
He asked her if she wanted to get under the towel and if she wanted to wear panties. He said if she wore panties they’d have to be small or a gstring. She stripped naked and laid on the table. She told him she’s not afraid of being naked. I saw him looking at her ass. He said he’s perfectly ok with it.
He said he was going to wash his hands and change into lighter clothes. When he left I if she wanted a Happy ending I was ok with it. I could tell the red wine and yay we’re working because she went from her normal no way, to let’s see how he does.
He came back in running shorts and a tank top. She definitely took notice. Even with the hanging meat is as in his web site.
He started with her feet and she was a little jumpy. But when he moved up to her calves that jumpiness was gone. Replaced by a deep moan. He moved up to her hamstrings and stopped at her ass. I asked why he stopped. He said respect and he’ll massage the hips later. She was no, my ass needs attention. Massage and knead it. He looked over at me. I said inside and out. She needs it. There was a awkward moment but he massaged her ass in a half professional and half sensual way. She cooed in appreciation. You like that I asked. She said it is just what she needed. He continued to massage her ass cheeks hips lower back and the fold where her ass and legs met. She genuinely was in Bliss at this moment. It was obvious this is what she needed.
He stared to move up her back and got to her shoulders. He gently worked her shoulders for a while, and then started his southward journey again. He took this opportunity to ask how she felt and if this is what she wanted. She said she wanted everything and more. I knew what that meant, the red wine combined with the yay had made her uninhibited for anything. The fact that this attractive Russian man was massaging her very deeply helped a lot. When he returned to her lower back, he asked her if she wanted the middle of her butt massage. She said I thought you would never ask. She lifted her hips slightly and he rubbed in between her ass cheeks. She moaned in pleasure. He came up before he got to her sexual parts.
I stopped him, and said I think everything needs attention down there. She said I agree you don’t need to stop. This was his cue and his hands went all the way down to her vagina. She let out a little yelp as his hands massaged her vagina which made him recoiled a bit. But she assured him that is OK and what she wants. He looked over at me to make sure it was ok. I said please her. He looks at me inquisitively, and I assure him this is what I want and this is what she wants. She took the opportunity to agree and say it’s all good.
He boiled his hands a little more and gave her ass cheeks her anus and her vagina a nice coat of massage oil. He moved down to her inner thighs and started massaging deep in them. I think he knew what was planned at this point. She said it is quite warm in here once you takeoff your tank top. She had told me to take my shirt off as well. That way she doesn’t feel bad to be the only naked person in the room.
We obliged and heseemed happier. As he reversed course and went up her back he rubbed his hairy chest on her back. She giggled a bit. I think they surprised him a bit and he lifted up. She said no no press harder. Which she did and at that point she showed appreciation for it. She said she loves hairy chests, so he looks at me and says I can see that. All three of us giggle a little and he wins all the way to the top of her shoulders. Well I did not see it this time is his cock was starting to get harder. And it was rubbing against her leg and it went up to her thigh in the crease in her butt cheek. She said now that it is big and nice. I asked her what she meant. She said the device that massages the belly button from the inside. He laughed a little and she did too. I finally got It. She was talking about his cock. He stood Up to switch sides and I could clearly see not Only the outline of his cock, I saw the folds and veins. He was not wearing underwear.
He said he had to take a pee break. Anna took this moment to refill her wine and take a substantial line of yay. She hid it back in the closet and went back to the table. This time she laid on her back. Her breasts and shaved pussy we’re on display. He came back in and said well I guess we can do your front now. I want you to spend more time on your back side. She said oh he will. He starts massaging her shoulders and whispers In her ear. She said of course. He starts massaging her breasts needing very very deeply and pinching her nipples as he does. This sends her into complete sexual mode. He starts rubbing down her stomach and sides and rubs down the top of her thighs. He turns in words towards her inner thighs and rubs upwards. Her moans start gentle And get more intense The higher he goes. By the time his pinky touch his lips of her vagina she squeals and pleasure it looked like the beginning of an orgasm. But she stopped as he pulled away gently.
That wasn’t the sign to stop. She said exasperated. He rubbed back upwards and used his whole hand to touch her vagina his middle finger drug up the opening and passed her clinic, which sent a shockwave through her body.Breathlessly, she said you can massage the inside. He did not hesitate and slipped his middle finger inside of her vagina. She moaned an ecstasy as he gently moved his strong fingers into her completely. He said, you are so tight. She said I know. She let him know she does her Kegle exercises frequently and she is just naturally tight. He said that is incredible. He tried to slip a second finger in and she said no no. She said stretching comes later. He smirked and said he would only massage with that one. He massaged her g spot while massaging her clit simultaneously I chould hear how wet she was.
Discontinued for a few minutes and she had a very strong orgasm during this time. He removed his fingers from her vagina area and continued the actual massage. She looked back at me to make sure that I was not upset, which I was not. I mouthed to her to take it.
Between the drugs and wine, as well as the intense fingering she received she was ready. I knew the signs. She flipped onto her stomach and said to give her butt attention. He kneaded and massaged her ass with purpose.
I told him it’s time to remove his shorts and massage her crack with his cock. She said the customer is always right. He removed his shorts and it was still growing. His big balls were resting against her vagina and his the head of his dick easily cleared her butt crack. She gasped a little.
She said it was his turn to lay on the table on his back. She slid off and they traded places. His cock was not as long as I thought maybe seven inches, however it was very thick my penis is a pencil in comparison. She grabbed the base of his cock and slowly stroked upwards. As she did, she looked at me in the eyes and said wow. She said to me, what should I do husband? I said I think you know what you need to do I want to see that cock all the way down your throat. She said it’s probably not gonna happen but I will do my best.
For the next 3 to 4 minutes, she did her best she started with the head and started slowly sucking downwards. She was never able to get the entire cock in her mouth but she made a very solid effort. She got to about 1 inch from the bottom and started to gag. She said I’m not used to this thick of a cock in my throat.
He gently slapped her ass and physically moved her up to where he was. She threw her leg over his face knowing what he wanted. And knowing that is what she wanted as well. For the next 5 to 10 minutes they traded moans of complete pleasure. It was incredibly sexy to see the two of them pleasing each other.
I knew she was in an altered state because she completely took control at that moment. She looked at me, and asked if we had any condoms. I looked in my bedside table and there were none I looked at her bedside table also there were none. So the options at this point were I could go to the store and get some, and they can continue or they could continue as it was.
At first she said I need you to go get condoms. But I let her know that not only is she on very strong birth control but she also gave him a bear blow job and he ate her pussy. She said so? I said if there is something that one of you has it’s already been transmitted. So there’s no need to use a condom at this point. She actually to my surprise agreed. I asked him if he was ok. He said he’s good as long as she is on birth control as well. She confirmed she was and they smiled and started kissing each other.
I let him know of my budding fantasy of fake breathing. He asked what that was and once I explained it he said he would be OK with doing it. If she was OK with doing it I was OK with doing it and he was OK with doing it, there is no need to worry. He asked how to do it and I told him I wanted him to come in her vagina and when he did pretend that he is aggressively making her pregnant. She also said that she will play along as well and ask me if I am ready to raise their child. I told her that would be incredible. They both agreed and Anna crawled down to his waist area. At this point I knew that they were about to have sex. My penis was rock hard but I did not want to touch it.
I asked him if he was OK if I guided his cock into her pussy. It was sort of passing the torch. That now her vagina belong to him and his children. He was OK with this so I grabbed the base of his slippery cock lined it up with the opening of her vagina and told her that she should push down on him.
This is exactly what she did and the large bulbous head of his cock disappeared into her tight vagina. Making her yelp in both pleasure and pain. She quietly asked him to go slow and let her control the pace so she can get used to his bigger cock. With every rocking motion more of his cock disappeared into her pussy. I can’t explain it but I was very proud of her for taking that big dick in her vagina. I voiced this to her and said, I’m so proud of you for taking his big cock. She was breathless at the moment but said thank you there is more to go. She was taking more and more, until I could see that he was bottoming out. Since our cocks are the same length more or less I know where the bottom is but he was stretching her in a different way she her sounds were deeper and more gutter than normal with me.
She started to pick up the pace slowly at first but with each thrust a little more passion. Within a few moments she was riding him very hard and very fast. This ended and her having a very wet orgasm. At the base of his cock I could see cream from her vagina which I’ve never seen before. He asks where she wants his calm because it’s his turn, She says to him, I want you to come inside me I want to have your baby. He picks up her hips and starts thrusting hard and deep into her on the last thrust, he buries him so deep inside her and grunts. From where I was I could see his balls tighten and the inch or so of his penis spurting semen into my wife.
She was very happy with this and said to him thank you daddy. She looked at me and said at least you get to watch your wife get pregnant. We had spoke about this fetish many times, and she knew exactly what would work for me. I couldn’t help myself I went up behind her and I lubed my penis with his massage oil and entered her ass. She was very much OK with that. She kept calling him daddy and asked what he wanted his daughter and son to be named. They were talking about baby names and I couldn’t handle it any longer. I came hard and as deep as I could into her ass which she was very happy with. The feeling of my orgasm started to make his penis hard again so he was ready to go again.
He picked her up and bent her over the table, and entered her from behind. This was enough for her to change into some sort of animal. She was grunting telling him to fuck her harder and to pull her hair and spank her ass. Which were some of her favorite things. This time he lasted a little longer pulling out and spraying a thick yogurt type load on her back.
She was happy but he wanted her back on the table to finish the massage. He asked me to rub his semen into her back and massage her back gently. I did not want to do it first but she also asked for it, so I did. No matter how much I rubbed they were still thick white spots on her back. She asked me to bring my fingers around the front and licked the semen off of my fingers.
He stated his time was up. But he was expecting a call for Valentine’s Day. He even said he would be her Christmas present if she was interested. She said definitely so. She retired to the bathroom and showered, much more relaxed than she walked in the door. I paid him for the two hours and the tip of $50. He asked what the tip was for and I said small price to pay for a happy and relaxed wife. He smiled, packed his things and quietly left. A couple of minutes after he left, she returned to the bedroom and her towel. She had a relaxed yet devious smile on her face.
I asked her if she enjoyed herself. She said definitely. I asked her if their babies are still in her vagina she said that none had leaked out at all. He shot them so deep that they never leaked out.
She said if I want to keep her from getting pregnant I have two options and I probably should do both, I should suck all of his cum out of her pussy, and I should fuck her in the vagina so my sperm have a chance at impregnating her..
How semen was salty but not sour. I shared it with her so she could have it too. I went into her vagina and I went all the way in and there was gooey slippery cum against her cervix. I fucked her for as long as I could and came inside her.
That was definitely the best present she received that year.

Second Time I Watched My Parents Having Sex [MF] [Voyeur]

[In my last post](https://www.reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/vfif9x/first_time_i_saw_my_parents_having_sex_mf_voyeur/) I talked about the first time it happened, and lucky for me I had another chance of witnessing them, but much closer this time around!

It was a couple of years later, in the story from the last post I was in university and the second time happened shortly after I graduated. I went straight back home since I didn’t have anything lined up and my parents were more than happy to have me back. My younger brother, who was 19 at the time, was also happy to not have all the chores to himself, and glad that I could cover for him when he wanted to get high.

Chapter 27. How a sweet Sorority girl with a PhD and kids got into the Lifestyle and ultimately became a Hotwife. Fun and games.

The morning was clear and bright – the perfect day to be out on the water at Lake Mead with our couple group of friends.  The boat was loaded with snacks, adult beverages, and a bevy of bikini-clad ladies ready for a day of fun.  We spent the better part of the day wake boarding and taking in the amazing scenery around us.  The boat was sleek and fast, and we all laughed at how the bikinis barely did us girls any service as we bounced over the choppy waves.  

As the day progressed, the men were more than generous to help us with reapplying sunscreen in hard-to-reach places.  I smiled behind my sunglasses as I watched Jack rubbing sunscreen on one of the other wives.  The movements of his hands along her body took me back to the way he had touched me the last time we were together months ago.  I wanted to feel his touch all over again.  

Fingering a nun in training, before she took her vows… [MF]

The walking group social was always good fun. The members were surprisingly young. A few drinks and occasionally a bit of flirty innuendo between some members, though most were married or had partners, who were often in the group themselves. I was single and got chatting to this girl, who introduced herself as Anna. Her first walk with us had been the previous day but I’d not spoken to her as other members walked with her to welcome her. I’d spotted her thought: real girl-next-door type. Pleasant face, brunette, slim without being skinny, mid-20s. Just my type. She said she worked in a local hospital, the conversation moved on and we found we had a lot in common. We laughed a lot and I felt there was a mutual attraction.

A couple of hours in and we’re both well oiled without necessarily being drunk. It was a bank holiday Sunday in the late summer and it was still light as we moved to another bar. As we make our way along, she walks next to me, her fingertips brushing mine and we hold hands. She’s blushing slightly. When we make eye contact she smiles coyly and I wonder to myself how much her flirting is well practiced versus genuinely shy.

A New Life: Part Five [MF] [Straight Sex] [Busty] [GILF] [Huge Boobs]

It had been two weeks since the breakup with Henry, and we had no contact with each other. I drowned myself in my work and tried to forget about him, but it was more challenging than it seemed.

It was becoming clear that I wasn’t ready to get back into the dating world. I blamed myself for the problems with Henry, he was a good man, and I tore him down because he wasn’t good in bed.

All kinds of thoughts filled my head. Maybe I could have ignored it. Perhaps I went too far.

I sat down with my friends and asked if they had encountered the same problems. Since they, too, had gone through the same thing as I had.

“He’s a man,” Jacquelyn shrugged. “Nathan was the same way at the beginning.”

Jacquelyn, the most outgoing out of all of us, had been married to a police commissioner before everything went down. Now, she was happily divorced and seeing her neighbor.

“But’s he’s, well you know,” Sabrina said.

“No, I don’t,” Jacquelyn shook her head. She was teasing Sabrina, who was more introverted than the rest of us.