Okay so disclaimer, there is a bit which isn’t too sexy, but I decided in the end to leave it in because I think it’s important to show the not-sexy bits of sex? I’ve demarcated it with a line if you just wanna skip that bit though.
So I discovered during the quarantine that I love dildos. Don’t get me wrong, I love cock and I love my boyfriend’s cock, but cocks get soft. I’m in an open relationship with my boyfriend, but sometimes I just want a cock, I don’t want the stuff attached to it.
Some people with ADHD have fidget cubes and fidget toys, but I have a fidget dildo. It’s a small wearable vibrator that sits against my clit and on my G-spot, and it sits inside me most of the time. If I need to cum? I just switch it on and rock against it for the next few minutes.
My boyfriend gets a little jealous, since he’s living with me for now. “Why do you even need a vibrator? I’m right here!”