When I had just turned 18 I had a wild couple of years of exploring my sexuality and testing out my limits. I will be honest – I did some stupid shit back then. I wanted attention and excitement, so when Lucas and I started texting I saw an opportunity to satisfy those desires. We met on this awful chat/ Memes app connected to 9Gag (don’t judge me please) and I had been posting a couple of provocative photos of myself in order to fish for some compliments, which mostly came from quite desperate guys I have to admit.
He was one of the few people who did not straight away thirst for naked pictures and actually sent me some decent memes that genuinely made me laugh. We got into talking and soon enough our chat was filled with raunchy jokes and messages of us trying to turn ourselves on. During that time, he lived in Switzerland while I was in Germany and eventually, we decided to meet up. At this point I did not even know his last name and it became pretty clear that this was a meet up to hook up kind of situation. He booked an Airbnb in the next big city close to where I lived and we decided that we would meet up at the train station.