Let me start by saying my kinks are fairly broad and definitely into the taboo, and I’m very open minded. My only real hard limits that I know are scat and puke. For a couple years now I’ve known that there was some vague curiosity surrounding golden showers/watersports within me and that if I ever got with a partner who was into such I would give it a try. But, it was more to satisfy curiosity and not because it was something I fantasized about or thought would do anything for me. I don’t think I’ve ever even watched a porn clip featuring it.
It’s been a brutal year on my husband and I, and we’ve both in therapy (individually and together.) Friday night we decided to use some mdma as a more therapeutic tool and sat and hashed things out and truly communicated for over 4 hours. For those unaware this is a psychedelic drug that my therapist has told me is actually being researched for family therapy because it floods your body with serotonin and makes it easier to feel empathy towards others and communicate openly. I’m not pushing drug use on those uncomfortable (and hope mentioning it doesn’t break any rules, if so I will rewrite) but rather trying to set the scene and explain that we had just been bonding in very intense non-sexual ways prior. But we were feeling really good and close, and really wanted to fuck.