I’ve been a long time lurker on this community, sometimes I even play with myself to everyone’s stories. Today I decided to make an account to talk about a bad decision I made that went so well.
I’ve been trapped in this apartment for 7 months because of *you-know-what* so my only source of pleasure has been touching myself to porn every night. It got so repetitive that I even explored edging.
I’d get close to cumming and I’d just stop, I get frustrated, and cum even harder when I finally let myself. I did this for a while until edging got repetitive too. I wanted a playmate. I wanted someone in control of me. I was tired of it just being all about me.
My best friend’s brother lives with me temporarily because he got kicked out of uni housing. I’ll be honest, since meeting him, I assumed we would’ve done something sooner but he’s the type to just stay in his room and play games 24/7 so whatever.