Before I start with Part 4, I’d like to say thank you to everyone that has read, commented, voted (good or bad) as I’ve post each part. I had no clue my sexual past would hit a cord with so many people. Its been shocking and appreciated. Thank you for reading and I hope this has been as enjoyable for you as it has been for me.
If you missed the first three parts you can find them here: [Part 1](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ll6hvc/mf_summer_with_a_friend_part_1/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3), [Part 2](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/lluoqi/mf_summer_with_a_friend_part_2/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3), and [Part 3](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/lmwzzk/mf_summer_with_a_friend_part_3/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web2x&context=3).
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I left off in part 3 with the two of us talking. By the time she left for her place that night I was in a much better place. We’d talked, I’d had time to process and just the time together had helped me settle down.
I didn’t feel dirty anymore, but I didn’t feel wholly clean either. There was a part of me that wanted her all to myself. I knew that wasn’t going to happen and even if it was, I don’t think I could live with the consequences.