it was probably the most memorable experience i have ever had, because my partner at the time just kept going all night. i laugh when i think about how he needed a break and drank so much water. was mine not enough? hahaha. i remember squirming all night and overall… being loud because it was unlike anything ive ever felt.
masturbation isn’t the same. using sex toys aren’t the same. seeing someone getting pleasured from pleasuring you makes the experience so much better and i still smile thinking about it, even though it was years ago. i feel gracious to have experienced that as an “introduction” to sex. i guess it’s because i have heard so many bad first stories after having mine. sex should be fun and consensual (it’s so sexy!). nothing else turns me on than asking questions. “is this okay?” “do you like this?” “do you want to try this?” i love asking and being asked those questions.