Hello everybody. I’ve long considered sharing my experiences on this subreddit and after being a long time lurker I’ve finally decided to share one of the more wild experiences I’ve had. I never considered myself a good writer so I hope you enjoy it.
My name is Rachel and I live a pretty normal life. I work at a law firm in a medium sized city and I’m in my early 30s. When I graduated college I met an amazing man that I thought I was going to marry. After two years of dating he got a job in a city 3,000 miles away and after months of trying to make long distance work we broke up. I was heart broken. I had our entire future planned and then it all just went away. I drowned myself in work and went on a lot of first dates that were just…first and last dates. I had unemotional sex with people to feel wanted but I missed him and I missed being desired for more then just my body.