Thanks, everyone for all the responses to my last post! A lot of people were messaging me asking me more about the beach event, so I thought I’d make another post to talk more about it…
So forgive me again, this is a long one. I guess I’m having more fun reliving this event than I thought I would.
I’m 46 (45 at the time of this story) and recently split from my husband (he was cheating) and have been sexually frustrated for a while now. I was raised in a small town with strict, conservative parents. I married my high school small-town boyfriend and he’s the only man I’ve ever been with. Now that I’m older and looking back, I really feel like I wasted my “hot body” years on one guy in a small town. I never explored my sexuality when I was at my peak attractiveness. I’m finding I have fantasies of public nudity and exhibitionism and I wish I had more confidence when I was younger to show off my body. I’m not unattractive now, but I see all these gorgeous young women on here immortalizing their bodies in pics and I kick myself for never taking any nudes or showing off my body more, so only one person knows how hot I looked and he’s an ass lol.