*note: this story alternates between intimacy and pre-intimacy. I have separated the “flashbacks” by three asterisks (***) so you can get to the good stuff if you want it. Enjoy.
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You know you shouldn’t be doing this. You know that you shouldn’t have her hand around your cock while you lean over her, even though she makes it feel just like that summer after high school. Even though she’s wearing the same perfume she used to wear. You could have stopped this a long time ago. Then you wouldn’t be in her honeymoon suite the night before her wedding, getting jerked off by her and kissing her neck, thinking about whether she is still a virgin.
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You could have stopped this a long time ago. You were back in your hometown to celebrate your younger brother’s graduation. Your wife couldn’t make it, since it’s two plane rides away and she has to work long hours at the hospital, and you were saving up vacation days so you could go on that honeymoon she’s been planning for so long. You decided to go for a run, just for old time’s sake, down the trail by her house.