[Chapter 4](https://www.reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/jc24ec/cream_coco_chapter_4_fm_incest_motherson/)
Shame. What a word to wake up to.
I sat up in bed, the vibrator lying next to my legs. I dropped my face into my hands and took a deep breath before eyeing the bullet warily. Rubbing sleep from my eyes, I trudged into my bathroom to get the day started. It was still early in the morning, owing to having crashed out soon after dinner last night. I looked at myself in the mirror, trying to see if there were any visual cues after waking up from the best sleep… maybe ever.
I had climaxed to thoughts of my son.
No. No, no, no. That’s not how it happened. I had used a sex toy for the first time, and after almost two decades of no stimulation, I had been overwhelmed. Well, that was a truth. Not the entire truth, but it would have to do. I sighed. My head was a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions, and only denial was going to give me enough time to sort through it all.