A warning this is a bit of a long one.
Things haven’t been great the last few days. So I started to think about the past, like you do. While getting all nostalgic about the past and how life was so simple I thought of my first girlfriend. She started a lot of the openness to sex that I have now. What I mean is that she was down with watching porn and getting ideas for couples from it. She introduced me to hentai lol. With all of this we decided to get married. Before that could happen she wanted me to have sex with another woman because I lost my virginity to her and she red that guys cheat if they only have had sex with one woman. At first I thought this was a trap or at least a bad idea. She didn’t want to know who it was but it couldn’t be a friend of hers. That left coworkers because I did nothing but work and hang with her and my friends.
Luckily there was a woman at work that was down to have some fun. I gave her rides home a lot because her car broke down a lot. One of those nights we talked about my situation and she was horny. I have wrote before I like oral so, in my small ass Taurus I started eating her pussy till she came. She got a lot of juice all over my face, this is important later. But when it came to her sucking my dick or me putting it in her I couldn’t get hard. It felt to much like cheating. I took her home and went home to tell my future wife.