*If you want to start from the beginning of this crazy ass shitstorm- Parts 1-3 are posted below-
Part 1: https://redd.it/glt7ln
Part 2: https://redd.it/gnjzva
Part 3: https://redd.it/gw8it3
*So, it seems like this throwaway is going to be used almost strictly as my confessional, to cleanse myself of the fuckings I probably (definitely) shouldn’t have participated in.*
When I first found out Tia was pregnant (again), we were both surprised (not sure why), but cautiously excited. The guilt of knocking up my deceased best friend’s widow started to creep in…I wondered how he would really feel if he were alive. We were close like brothers, maybe closer. But with that said he had this unspoken desire to try and compete with me, and he once said to me that I had ‘won’ against him in everything…I told him that wasn’t so, and he had what was really important: a woman who loved him. Well, now I was taking that too, and it brought up a shit ton of old, unresolved feelings.