Peculiar/Perhaps Doomed [Request]: The Lost Erotica of Teagan Rand

Hey there,

I am working on a semi-serious literary-historical project on dark erotica: especially any dark erotica that is mediated through a highly realistically or mythologically elaborated sci-fi/fantasy setting. I am interested–aside from more obvious draws–in how this combination can push many basic psychological and sociological conventions into strange and interesting places. Or sometimes compel a more honest look at our historical past.

This space is very fragmented. A lot of middling work. Some really great that continues to surprise me. I have just recently been coming to appreciate the writing of Teagan Rand–whose works, many of them solely accessible via smashwords, have just now, as of last month, suddenly disappeared before I could get my hands on them.

Here’s what I mean:

Old record of published books on Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/author/list/4122725.Teagan_Rand

Vacated smashwords portal: https://www.smashwords.com/profile/view/TeaganRand

There are some remnants of Rand’s work on Amazon but not the full corpus: https://www.amazon.ca/Teagan-Rand/e/B00J26L6MO/ref=dp_byline_cont_pop_ebooks_1

Now the peculiar/doomed request: Does anyone have access to or backup to Teagan Rand’s work via old downloads or old smashwords purchases? Or a lead of any sort? What little I have read from Rand strikes me as of high literary quality. And I would hate for it to forever disappear.

[MF] Part 1: I hid my kinks for years and now I’m a slutty cheater.

It really all started when I was a kid and ran across a copy of a cheesy historical romance novel. I must have been nine or ten years old, and I remember the first bound sex scene—a large, powerful, noble man was captured and tied to a bed so an inexperienced virgin could reluctantly mount him and get him to impregnate her. There was some plot point that sort of made this logical (I guess), but the best part was when he decided to take revenge on her by doing the same thing. I read in awe as the helpless girl struggled to free herself and to deny the pleasure that was bubbling up inside of her as the man used her body.

Who knows what my kinks would be if I’d stumbled upon some other type or erotica. But it is what it is. The reluctance, the loss of control, being helpless as a man uses your body for his own pleasure… Ever since I was old enough to have sexual feelings, those elements have brought an extra edge of pleasure to every fantasy I’ve had.

[MF] conservative fulfils my fantasy

Part 1: https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ry2ucz/mf_conservative_wife_fulfills_my_fantasy/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf

She ended the call early which disappointed me a little bit as it sounded like she was just about to cum again. I looked at the pictures she had sent a few minutes earlier starting to get horny again thinking of my wife playing with herself at work when I noticed something in one of the images. The picture of the woman’s hand on a crotch had a similar ring as the ring my wife was wears. I opened the other photo of the woman’s body and noticed the same ring and also the same beauty spot on her right boob. How did I not notice this before? Who took the photos? Who’s crotch was her hand touching? My heart started beating even faster as I started to put things together and figured out what was going on. I fixed myself up and ran to my car. I had to get to the school and see if my wife was ok. She would never have agreed to this I thought.

The ‘Garden’ Party (The Master’s want and The Maids need)

>’I haven’t been able to write in some time, due to other dedications, however I haven’t forgotten my Maid, her Master and the Mistress. These three characters are intertwined within an ever developing mystery. I am growing quite attached to the young maid and find many of my own qualities within her: the want to please, the need of attention and the turmoil when both are not returned. Within this extract the family has been invited to a garden (or not so) party by the lovely lady Eversham, although don’t think that protects our little maid from the advances of her beast like master. I hope you enjoy it and I shall endeavour to write more.’

Stepping from the stuffy carriage the maid gratefully clasped hold of the masters outstretched, gloved, hand, breathing in the fresh country air. She looked around to see her charges already picking their way up the long country path, trees bowed deeply down along the route as though accepting the duty of protecting their human charges from the rain. Their green leaves trapped the light from the autumn sun translating it’s glow into a dull hue and allowing the odd drip to fall upon their heads.

Awake VR 1 [Transformation MtF] [MF] [Sci-Fi] [BJ] [Horror]

***The story is based on a fantasy horror story about VR I remembered. I couldn’t find the original story (that didn’t include NSFW and TG). If you know it, please send it to me so I can credit the original story.*

You were walking between some kiosks. All around you were the newest and most creative advancements in VR technologies. Since 2016, you’ve always been a huge fan of VR. You bought some VR headset over the years, each time trying to get closer to a real Virtual world. This autumn your wife had surprised you with plane tickets and VIP pass of the biggest VR convention in the country at San Francisco for your birthday.

[F] I met a random internet stranger at a motel in the middle of the night and let him completely dominate me

A few days ago I posted my first success story from a sub called nj4nj (really my first Reddit/online success story period). I had posted my first request on a few Reddit subs and even a site called DoubleList, which is like Craigslist but for pervs. I enjoyed the experience a lot so I decided to try again. The first time I posted was late night spur of the moment after a few drinks. It was unplanned and clumsy and spontaneous. A quick 20 minute RAOBJ in his car. This time I was looking for something very, very specific. I was still riding the high from my first stranger hook up and knew if I didn’t act while I was still up that I would never have the courage to do it again.

I’ve had a stranger motel fantasy for a very long time. Making 50 shades of grey look like a nursery tale type fantasy, if ya catch my drift. I’ve dabbled in BDSM with romantic partners but there has always been a desire to experience this with a complete stranger. The thrill, the fear, the unknown. There’s just something incredibly hot about having this type of relationship with someone from the moment you start to speak. Transitioning back and forth from romantic partners/friends to a dom/sub relationship feels more like roleplay and make believe, whereas this feels sharply and intensely real.

New Life As A Lewd Futanari Succubus (CH 140-142) [Futanari][Futa/Female][Futa/Futa]

**Synopsis:** An old man dies, torn by regret. Due to his high karma, he has “near-limitless possibilities for reincarnation”. He chooses to reincarnate in a fantasy world as a voluptuous futanari succubus with big tits and an irresistible smile.

Erotic fiction that contains: Futanari/Dickgirls, Genderbending, Futa on Female, BDSM, Nymphos, Masochistic characters, Threesomes, Orgies, Facefuck, Deepthroat, Dom/Sub, Taken by Monsters, Corruption, Game elements, etc.

## 140: The Power of a Name (18+)

As Beatrice came down from her dopamine high, she was able to finally think of things other than showing dicks into sexy girls’ holes. And something had been bugging the succubus ever since she gifted the bunny girl her temporary pleasure stick. The girl had yet to let out a sound. She did not let out even so much as a peep. Not when her clit grew and turned into a cock, not when she felt a girl’s lips and tongue around the tip of her cock for the first time, the wetness of her tongue, the warmth of her moist mouth. Even as she came, she did not let out ecstatic moans (though at that point Beatrice might have been at fault for shoving her tail so deep down the bunny girl’s throat).

rooftop [FF]

I was so tired of the house party that i felt the urge to get some air. There was no balcony so i headed to the roof. To my surprise there was already some blankets and cushions laying there. I placed my beer carefully on the cold cement floor and positioned myself. Since we were out of the city, i was able to watch the stars. They always had a calming effect on me. I lit a cigarette and hummed the song that was playing down the stairs. “*I shouldn’t be feeling this, but it’s too hard to resist, soft skin and soft lips…*”
I realized that i fell asleep when a soft voice told me to watch out. My cigarette was coming to an end and the ashes were almost going to fall on me. I shook myself and sat properly. The soft voice came closer asking me how I could’ve fallen asleep in this cold. I shrugged my shoulders before turning my head to the voice. There she was sitting near the edge. I was sure that I haven’t seen her at the party because I would most definitely be unable to forget her face. She had a unique face that I wanted to watch all night. She had a bruise around her eye or I thought so because it was dark and the moonlight was insufficent at the moment. I let my guard down involuntarily.
“You seem cold, wanna come here?” I had to make a move. She took her moment to consider my kind offer and shook her head. I open the blanket and made room for her. “Were you bored of the party?” She asked.
– I felt like drowning to be honest. Too much smoke, too dark, too loud. You? ” I was just bored.” Silence. What could I say? That I wanted to kiss her soft-looking lips already? Her phone rang. The screen lit up her face. She indeed had bruises and some cuts across her face, which were looking rather old. She turned her phone off and saw my face, which led to her facing another way.
– What happened to your face? “Nothing important.”
I didn’t want to cross her boundries and let it go. I laid back and had a proper view of her side face until she decided to lay down too. She was so close to me, I was afraid that she could hear my heartbeats. She turned her head to me and looked deeply in my eyes. Then she told me what happened. It was not something sad but rather… hot? I felt bad downgrading her accomplishments to some fantasy of mine but couldn’t stop myself.
“Nonetheless they look pretty good,” I said wanting to touch her face. She didn’t pull herself back. She took my hand and held it against the cold ground. I could feel her hot breath on my face. Just as I was preparing to say sorry, she kissed me. She indeed had soft lips but was kissing rather harsh. I liked it and kept her pace. She held my other hand on top of my head and started kissing my neck. I couldn’t believe this. My eyes were open and I could see the stars while she was nibbling on my ear. It felt so hot.
She stopped and looked at me like she forgot what she was going to do. She said that she was going to take my shirt off. I shook my head, and wiggled to help her. Instead of taking it over my head, she let it stay on top of my eyes. Then I heard a belt unbuckling. Tell me when you want to stop, she whispered in my ear. How could I tell to stop to such a pretty voice. I mumbled okay. She tied my hands with the belt and tightened it real good.
She started kissing me again, everywhere. It was like she didn’t want to miss a place. She unhooked my bra like it was just an obstacle to pass. My nipples were hard both from the cold night and her. She nibbled on them but then took it a step further and bit them. Her warm tongue was swirling around my nipples and i felt my pussy aching. I want to touch her too, taste her too but i guess it was still her turn.
After she was done with my nipples, I shivered as the cold wind passed them. She kissed me once again, so passionately that I realized how eager I was to be touched by someonelse. Her hair brushed my chest as she went down on me. First I felt her licking and biting my belly which would usually make me giggle but at that moment I was so turned on that I wasn’t even tickled. As she was kissing me, her cold hands were wandering under my skirt touching my inner thighs. I was so wet that she could feel it over my panties. She unclasped my skirt and kissed my inner thighs. I couldn’t handle the overwhelming situation and mumbled “fuck!”. She said “not yet” in return and that made me even more turned on which I thought was not possible.

Bad TV 2 [fiction] [M/f]

It was another one of those great afternoons with the television on, a rude comedy show running, junk food on the coffee table and laughs aplenty. Nearing the end, Mike sobered up and said, “Boy, I’m glad it’s you banging Stella and not some other loser.”

Tony coughed up potato chips. “Shit, what?”

“She tells me everything, man. It’s nothing to be ashamed of.”

“Damn it.” Tony covered his face before slowly bringing his hands down. “That girl.”

“Was it supposed to be your little secret?” Mike let out a howl and fell on the floor in a fit of laughter. When he had subsided, he said, “Chillax, dude. I’m doing one of Stella’s pals, a Thai-Filipina hottie. Not gonna lie. This girl knows how to give head. She even gave my wife a few tips. Oh, and the wife. Karen’s banging two jocks separately, one of them’s graduating from high school this year and the other is studying robotics at SirTech.”

[MF] The time I (M24) came within an inch of fucking up my entire life, just because of how horny I was

Apologies in advance for how long this got. There’s a good amount of context needed to explain the situation, but hopefully the writing is decent enough that it’s a fun read.

This story starts years ago when I was in college. I had gotten out of a pretty bad relationship a few months prior, and didn’t really have dating on my mind. At a party, a friend and I were cracking jokes back and forth, just riffing off each others’ humor in a way I’ve only been able to do with a couple people over the years. Some folks were a bit exasperated, but this one woman I hadn’t met before was getting into it with us. I’d seen her around campus before, and definitely knew she was pretty, but as she joined in with our jokes and stupid references I realized, “Oh shit, if she’s single I should ask her out.” I walked away to get something to drink, planning on coming straight back and asking for her number, but when I did it turned out she’d just left the party with her roommate. At that point I knew her first name, and that was it, so I kind of figured it was over.