Not sure how to do this, but wanted to tell of an experience that awakened me sexually, followed by something I fantasize about, all wrapped into one, story if you will.
First off, a long time ago, I was afraid of sex. Growing up my parents never talked about sex. My Dad or Mom never gave me the talk. Most of my friends talked a big game, but thinking back, I am sure most of them bragged about stuff that they never really did sexually. Growing up in the 80’s, with the onslaught of Aids, it was a scary time. I was taught to be afraid of it, so I waited, pretending I was into it, but really I was just not very knowledgeable. It’s not like today, where if you don’t know what something is you couldn’t Google it. Or have places like this to genuinely ask questions etc.