I posted this true story in another subreddit but I think it would be better for this sub. I edited somethings for clarity.
A few years ago I was in my mid-20’s and dating a girl who I fell for very, very hard. I was always interested in BDSM play in my 20’s. I dated a girl for several years from my late teens to early 20’s and she’d call me “daddy”. We engaged in consensual choking, spanking and name calling. I knew my behavior wasn’t exactly “vanilla”. But nothing turned me on more. The relationship ended with her cheating on me due to other issues.
I moved on, and like I said I fell for a girl very hard in my mid-20’s. I was head over heels but she was a frequent liar about her past sexual experiences for some reason. We both expressed interest in BDSM and kinks. We weren’t in a BDSM relationshp but I thought our sex was pretty hot and I’d often put her over my knee for spankings. She had a big round soft ass and no cellulite, it was smooth and I could hardly watch it bounce during sex without the feeling of having to cum. She was Hispanic and I thought she had a very pretty face, thought a bit thicker than I normally dated. But she was well balanced and had large breasts and ass with smooth skin. I loved her but her inability to form a meaningful relationship with me turned into lust.