So a bit of background about me. At the time I had just turned 21, I’m 6ft tall, and have a sort of mop of messy brown hair with some stubble. I’m usually told I look cute despite being quite tall, I just have a quite non threatening vibe. My long term relationship ended earlier in March when my girlfriend broke it off in the most dramatic of fashions, and some of the stuff she said at the end absolutely shattered my self esteem. Id always been quite proud of myself in the bedroom but I lost all confidence and it really showed.
As is normal after a break up I was straight on a dating app to try to get something on the rebound. A few tinder dates did come round but sadly that was the only time they would cum. I finished much too quickly every time, and after a few dates I stopped even getting hard at all. My confidence seemed to spread to my profile and I stopped even getting matches. I couldn’t even catch a girls eye on a night out and I basically gave up my lovelife. However my sex drive was still there, and desperate and low as I was I turned to the logical place.