A visceral, raw attempt to explain my sexuality. Posting in hopes some can relate. [fsub] [fM] [fm]

Am I the only who has struggled with deviance?


I write this in hopes that you will understand me.

I've struggled with my sexuality for as long as I can remember.

As a child, before I even knew what sex was, I recall having the most debased fantasies that my memory has hidden from me until recent years of high school and middle school (I will explain my discovery later). I found that when I straddled my toddler-sized purple plastic chair, thoughts of Jasmine kissing Jafar under his spell would surface and feel…interesting. When my mom caught me in this act, she asked me why I was doing what I was doing. I pondered the question for a long while, and finally answered that it gave me a tickly feeling. I told her that I thought about Jasmine and Aladdin on a carpet ride, because how could I explain what I was thinking? I imagined Jasmine hypnotized, Jasmine being forced to do the splits by a machine, Jasmine being put under Jafar's spell and coerced into kissing him in front of Aladdin.

“Sweet Tooth #1” [mF, BDSM, BBW, Foodplay]


 

Summary

 


 

A voice spoke suddenly, echoing toward her from the darkness: “Blow out your candles, Princess.”

 

Sweet Tooth is a suspenseful and taboo tale about a woman, who – with the help of an eccentric younger man – finally overcomes her life-long ‘sweet tooth’. Expect a surreal, playful story about a unique Dom/Sub relationship, told in thirteen gloriously messy chapters. Sweet Tooth is intended for readers looking for a long-burn with an explosive climax.

 


 

Author's Introduction

 


 

Before we start, a quick word; just between you and me, dear Reader. If you intend to read Sweet Tooth, then this will be the first step of a long journey which we’ll be taking together; so lets stop now, briefly, and talk.

 

I do hope you enjoy this bizarre little tale as much as I’ve enjoyed writing it; though, to be honest, I’d understand if you didn’t. Sweet Tooth is a story that caters to a very specific appetite: one with insatiable cravings for sugar rushes and orgasms. The state of mind I was in while writing this story felt not unlike that of a child, who compulsively shovels handful after handful of candy into their mouth, despite knowing it won’t make them feel very good.

Riding You Hard Makes Me Wet [MF] [Bondage] [Femme Domme]

Full-Scale Fantasies

Porter Green dropped a stack of paper on Lyndsey Wayne’s lap as she lounged nearly naked on his bed, watching cartoons.

She picked it up. The checklist.

A week earlier, a girl she knew from her human sexuality course had asked her after class how two people who’ve never done kink should start a BDSM relationship. Being a diligent, bookworm nerd, Lyndsey had compiled a list of helpful books, blogs, articles, and podcasts to study, along with her own personal friendly advice after having had some experience with kink and play. She’d also included helpful links to checklists and workbook exercises to help Lacy and her new partner start negotiations and get the ideas and communication flowing.

But, when she’d sent it off, she’d realized something. For the two years that she'd been practicing kink—and the many, many, many years of fantasizing about it before that—she’d never actually filled out a checklist. She’d always had partners with rich and specific fantasy lives who knew what they wanted and were vocal about going after it, much like herself, so she’d never had much of a reason.

So Wrong to Want What I Want [BDSM][interracial]

This is so wrong… I kept telling myself. For several years however my fetish just grew and grew. After my last boyfriend left me I decided to finally take the plunge and tell my 'bff' what I wanted. I thought she would be shocked! Instead she told me about how she indulges in her fetish life with her boyfriend all the time and even go to fetish events. But she had never heard of someone with my particular fetish before.

You see, I am an African American woman, my great-great-grandparents were slaves. And I, more than anything, wanted to be sold as a sex slave. It is hard to even quantify the cultural significance of what I wanted. I knew it was wrong. Slavery was ingrained in me as the worst injustice ever perpetrated. That I actually wanted a white master and mistress to own me, even to rape me, was against everything I believed in. Yet it was what I wanted.

After a few weeks of discussion she gave me a suggestion that would change my life. She suggested that I pretend to be her (and her boyfriends) slave for a month.

Be Careful What You Wish For.. #Part1 [MFF][BDSM][FDOM][RELUC]

So my wife Jennifer and I have been together 5 years, lived together for 3 of those and married for 2. Our sex life has always been.. lacking. Vanilla. For the want of a better word, boring. She is a beautiful woman, standing tall at 5'9 and with a tight athletic build, dark brown eyes and hazelnut hair down between her shoulder blades. She just isn't that sexually active. Maybe it is just me, maybe she's not really that attracted to me. Either way, as time went on and sexual encounters became few and far between, my gaze started wandering elsewhere, craving attention where I could find it.

That is when it all started. That is when she arrived.

Sat at my desk at work one day, I hear my co-worker showing round the new hire. I couldn't be bothered with this, I had far too much work to do, but I hear the gentle rapping at my door and the handle being tugged on before I even invited them in. * Sigh. * What's the point of knocking if you are going to invite yourself in? I wasn't even going to look up from my paperwork.

My first threesome [MFF]

Hey all! Sorry about the delay. I meant to post this yesterday, but there was a "situation" at work and I had to pull a 10hr shift on what was supposed to be my day off, but you guys aren't here to hear me complain.

First, Lana and I noticed that I've only described Lana's appearance. So for the sake of those who like to visualize what they read, I will describe all three of us involved.

Like I said in my first post, Lana is tall, tan (less tan than when we met, but still more tan than I), light blue eyes (almost Icy looking), long blonde hair, awesome cheek bones (like Victoria Justice level), dimples, and has 32Ds. Now what I didn't mention, is that the rest of her body is redonkulous. She runs and does yoga everyday, giving her a perfect body. Flat stomach, long legs, and a cute little butt. Overall, I think she looks like a blonde Aidra Fox but with bigger boobs.

NAKED BIKER CHICKS IN THE ALIEN MAZE OF DEATH [MF], [FF], [BDSM],[ALIENS],[BIKER WOMEN],[NAKED WRESTLING]

A Preview: The morning Rhonda was kidnapped by aliens and tossed into their death maze, she had just finished fucking two sorority girls and a skinny college boy. She made certain to check their I.D.’s: no way in hell was Rhonda going to do time for going after something under eighteen. She was also very careful to take other precautions. She’d made each of them use protection before they got to experience her. She regretted not using a dental damn that night, but she saw her gynecologist each month and had an HIV test every six. Rhonda liked her boys and her girls. She considered settling down once or twice, but all it took was a wink at the bar from some man or woman and she forgot her plans to chill. It wasn’t the hunt she loved; the damn lovers were just too plentiful. Rhonda was close to six feet tall and rode a Harley. She had one tattoo on her shoulder of a double-headed battle ax. It attracted the women who knew what it meant. Another tattoo of a nude woman on the other shoulder brought the guys around who noticed it. She worked on cars at a local mechanic shop in the day and spent her nights with whoever wanted her for the evening. Rhonda didn’t take money from her lovers, she made her own coin and didn’t need anyone’s support. She liked her beer, but not so much that it messed with her weight. Weekends were spent riding the roads on her bike when the weather was warm and in bed with her lovers when it was cold. She belonged to several women’s motorcycle groups and cut a fine figure in her leathers. Rhonda lived near Philadelphia and knew several camp grounds in the Poconos where the clothing was optional. She would take her special friends to her cabin in the mountains when she wanted to have some private time. Before the weather became cold, Rhonda had spent several weeks with Sheila, a general practice doctor she met at a bar near Bridgeport. Shelia was going through a divorce. Sheila was a natural blonde. Rhonda bought Sheila a dog collar although she didn’t own a dog. It was something Rhonda enjoyed: seeing her little blonde physician wear a dog collar in the cabin when she was devoid of clothes. Shelia was one of the most submissive women she’d ever met and full of surprises. But now the weather had turned cold and Rhonda spent the early days of October in a small hotel room. This weekend she’d ended up playing with the college kids. Rhonda had parked her bike outside a bar near an upstate college when she saw the two girls in their sorority sweaters outside. They seemed more than friends from the way they behaved in the back alley. Rhonda had followed them at a distance until a young man emerged from another bar and joined the two. The way he held one of their hands made Rhonda think he was unaware of their desires for each other. All it took was for Rhonda to slide up to the trio at the next bar they visited and start a conversation. An hour later, Rhonda invited them to the motel room she had for the weekend. It was easy to get them to come with her. Rhonda merely whispered to one girl about how she’d observed tongue play in the back alley. It started with a few shots of Jack and ended with a round of strip poker. The kids were lousy card players and the boy lost his poker face when Rhonda leaned over and bit the ear of one of the girls next to her. Her room, her rules. The winner got the pick of the losers, but she wanted all of them. Rhonda had let them see her big, natural breasts when she allowed herself to lose a few hands. She made the smaller girl tongue-wash her boots and had the taller one, who was out of the game early, pull off the young man’s shorts. None of them had any body pierces. They seemed shocked when they were able to see Rhonda’s nipple and labia rings. The boy, whose name was Jason, seemed to enjoy what Ronda did to him a little too much and she wondered if she would eventually see him on a sling at a leather bar. No concern of hers, but she hoped he had enough sense to play safe. The sorority girls? Who knew, they were asleep in each other’s arms. Perhaps the three of them would start one of these polyamorous relationships the kids were into these days, it didn’t matter to her. When Rhonda woke the next morning she still had the leash in her hand attached to the collar she’d put around Jason’s neck the night before. Damn, but it had been a party! No drugs: she didn’t need any of these twenty-one-year-old kids accusing her of taking advantage. Rhonda walked naked into the shower and washed last night’s sins off her body. She worked out on a regular basis at a gym; it was a good place to meet hot men and women. She avoided finding her dates among the regulars because she’d have to see them over and over. No reason to endure the weeping face of a gym bunny she didn’t want to call anymore. Rhonda was seeing the morning manager of the gym too, but he had a wife and kids, so discretion kept him under control. Rhonda decided to let them sleep and left the key on the nightstand as she slipped out the door with her bag. She stopped and kissed each one on the forehead as she left. They were good kids and perhaps a biker chick experience in leather was something they would take to their grave unspoken. But she doubted it, especially when Jason had called her “daddy” after she’d wiped the lube on his butt. She walked out to her Harley, wrapped the scarf around her hair and sat down after putting her bag in the carrier. While she was putting on her helmet, Rhonda turned and looked at her reflection. She liked her body and so did her lovers. Let idiots bounce the little skinny girls on their dick, she had no use for them. Rhonda had profile and liked it. But for now, she thought while adjusting the chin strap, it was time to go home. Did she get any of those kids’ email address? Rhonda started up the bike and let the engine warm-up. The bike took her as far as check-out where she went in to settle the bill with the clerk at the counter. She complimented the man on the neatness of his establishment and promised to use him the next time she was in town. She almost complimented on his command of English, but caught herself. No reason to piss someone off this early in the day. “And by the way,” she told him while leaving, “there’s a bunch of college kids sleeping in the room. It’s why I paid for the group rate in advance. They know about check-out time, but you might want to go bang on the door at eleven.” The man nodded and wrote something down. This wasn’t the first time he had to tell housekeeping to watch out for the guests when they were cleaning the room. Poor cleaning girls, they had to travel across the planet to find out there were more sex freaks in the new world than the old. Rhonda was cruising down the highway ten minutes later. It was autumn and she enjoyed watching the leaves turn gold, brown and yellow. Too bad it only happened once a year and lasted but a week. She thought about the newspaper headline in the lobby she’s glanced at on the way out. The Ruachonites were no longer a threat to Earth. Good riddance to those bastards if it was true. The entire planet had lived in fear of their raids for the last five years ever since they started pillaging Earth for fertile young women. She’d heard the news stories in the past week: the aliens who’d been attacking Earth for women were doing so in violation of their own planet’s laws. The Ruachonite police had caught up with them. It took a revolt of the slave women they had stashed on some asteroid near Earth to make it happen, but the raiders were no longer going to be a problem. Rhonda had watched the images of the golden-skinned invaders hauled away in chains by their own people and rejoiced with everyone else in the bar. She had scored some action every night that week. People were very suspicious of each other prior to the victory. No one knew who was working with the raiders to find nubile young women on Earth for their slave markets. Everyone had a relative or friend who knew someone captured in the raids and doubted they would ever see them again. The Ruachonite government was collaborating with the governments of Earth to find out what the outlaws, as they were known on their own planet, had done with the women. She pulled over to a rest stop for a break around noon. There were few cars in the parking lot, which suited her just fine. Rhonda didn’t feel she had to put up with the cat-calls of the rubes that frequented such places. As she got off her motorcycle, Rhonda heard a car pull up and looked to see who it was. The logo on the side read “Earth Defense Militia”. She thought those groups were disbanded now that the threat was over, but it was only two months since the outlaws were rounded up and maybe some of the militias wanted to make sure they got them all. “You looking for Goldies?” she asked the uniformed man in the car when he rolled the window down. Rhonda almost bit her lip when she saw the man in the passenger seat was a Ruachonite too. She’d use a slur and he’d heard her do it. Oh, well, no one had ever accused her of being politically correct. The man driving the car smiled. “Yes, we are looking for Ruachonite outlaws,” he corrected her. “My friend here is with the Ruachonite Security and he’s assisting me. Go ahead and talk to him, he won’t bite you.” “We don’t think all the outlaws were captured on the asteroid base,” the golden man explained to her. “We think some may have escaped to the surface or made the hyperspace jump before we caught them. There was a report of a landing around here three days ago and we’re checking it out.” He gave a card to her and told Rhonda to phone them if she saw anything suspicious. As they drove away she looked at the card and tried to pronounce the name before giving up. She saw the name “Ted” written by hand at the bottom. She reflected he was the first alien she’d ever met. His voice had a strange dissonance to it; could be from his origin. It sucked to be him on this planet: everyone would blame him for the hell Earth endured the past five years, never knowing when the raiders might strike again. She’d read somewhere the raids had taken place much longer than five years ago, but the governments of Earth tried to keep them secret to avoid panic. It was only when they were too obvious to hide the politicians came out and admitted what they’d known about them for a long time. Out of the corner of her eye Rhonda saw a man emerge from the bushes behind her and slide behind a maintenance building. She snickered to herself. Somethings never did change. He could be a father of three who went to church on Sunday, but every now and then a need for some anonymous sex might hit him. She smiled and turned back to the tree line next to where he’d exited, expecting to see another man pop out zipping up his pants. When no one came out she turned back to her motorcycle. But the Ruachonite outlaw was standing between her and it. He zapped her with a sonic gun before Ronda even noticed him. She went down quick, but he grabbed her before she hit the ground. This one was perfect and on his list. He’d receive a bonus!

Walker [MFf] [Fantasy] [mdom] [bdsm] [dark]

It was a cool, autumn evening. The sky was overcast, and the rain beat off his leather duster as he walked in the park. Not many people were out, except the few dedicated runners in their rain jackets, breath puffing from their hoods.

 

Walkers boots crunched on the gravel path as he moved to stand by the lake. This was his place in the town to relax. He stood in the edge of the water, back to a small tree his lean form fit behind, and drank from the bottle. The burn of 80% alcohol was a pleasant sensation, even if his body burned it quicker than he could drink it. The metal plates in his boots directed the large amounts of heat he produced into the ground.

As his mind wandered the skies, touching upon the birds and even the invisible entities past the atmosphere, a tingle brought him back. Stepping away from his body, still sipping the liquid fire, he roamed the park, following the trail. The electric buzz in the air was a trail easily followed. She was arrogant with her power. Uncaring for what found her. Or it was a trap. Again. Watching. Waiting. His anticipation grew.

[BDSM]4200 Word Spanking Excerpt from Torn

If this subreddit isn't for posting sexy excerpts from novels, then please take this down, and I apologize. I didn't see any rules against it, though. And it's longer than most stories on here, so I thought it would be acceptable.

Thoughts of Mr. Sheffield filled my mind as I let my purified body enjoy the hot water. For a man who could be my father, he was incredibly handsome with a chiseled jawline and such spectacularly strong cheekbones. I didn’t know why, but for just a second, I had the urge to touch my pussy as I thought of him.

Maybe it was his confident and manipulative smile or the way that he’d acted with the manager. Or maybe it was just the fact that I hadn’t felt a man’s touch in so long that I couldn’t remember the way a kiss felt. I let out a giggle at the thought of Mr. Sheffield kissing me. He was just so sweet that I couldn’t imagine how it would ever happen. It was time to get out, though. I was back in the human world, and I couldn’t just sit and fantasize all day now.

[FF BDSM] Shawna: Roma Revenge – Part VII – A little tied up

I woke up the next morning with a pounding headache, tangled in my dress. I remembered kissing Chris goodnight in the cab, but it wasn’t until I was lathering up in the shower that I remembered the feelings of want and need during the ride, or how at home I felt resting in his arms. Then I remembered putting his dick in my mouth.
“Holy fuck,” I muttered, pinching the bridge of my nose and letting the water wash over me. “Two days as a woman, and I’m already a slut.”
But was I? I considered the evening in detail. At some point, I’d stopped worrying about keeping Chris interested in me for the sake of getting his help with my situation, or out of a need to pay him back for his kindnesses. I wasn’t sure when, but pretty early on I’d started having fun. Chris was charming and intelligent, and talking to him was fun and engaging.
I tried to think of the last date I’d been on that had been fun like that. Sure, I had a lot of “fun”, but that mostly consisted of finding a woman who was either drunk, desperate for attention, or just plain stupid, flashing her a smile, and taking her home to fuck her brains out. Talking for hours to someone romantically interested in me just didn’t happen in my old life.
Not old, I reminded myself. Suspended. Stolen. I was getting my body back, definitely. I had to. And sure, maybe things would be a little different. Maybe I’d look at some smarter women. But I would be me again, and long before I let this borrowed body change who I was.
I used more mouthwash than is usually wise and treated my hangover by choking down some coffee and toast, ignoring the minty aftertaste, then headed into the office. I’d realized that if I was going to keep my job, I’d need to get some things done in person. I’d sent messages ahead to HR letting them know I’d hired my “sister” as a personal assistant and that she would be coming up to get my files and sort things out.