When you draw in that first, gasping breath I know that I’ve got you. The bashfully awkward small talk when you arrive, the pretense of turning on a movie or tv show, the shy cuddles…those are all just formalities. We both know why you’re here, we both know what is going to happen, and yet in the beginning boldness escapes both of us.
Eventually snuggling up turns to teasing touches. The fake “shifting positions” that brings my hand up underneath a breast or makes it drop below your waist happen more regularly until at last we finally cross that invisible “okay, fuck it” line and begin to make out.
I’ve always hated that “dance”, which is weird for me because I enjoy building anticipation. Lately though I’ve been able to use it to my advantage. It can become fuel for my intensity, and I can channel my hunger through it to you.
All pretenses aside, you’ve probably been waiting for me to make a move. Maybe you’re even a little annoyed at how long I am taking. That’s good. Because we’ve been candid in the past, you know what I like, you know I’m kinky, you’ve hinted pretty blatantly that you’re into the things I am. So, when we finally get things going, you’re in a good place for me to contrast my timid, weak display of escalation with my love for control and dominance.