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Another Play Night Part 4 of 5: It’s a Hard Lesson to Learn (She Sure Has You Pegged)
I was about to apologize again when she began to speak in that I’m-not-angry-just-disappointed voice. “I even put my titty in your mouth, and at the first sign of push back, you pulled away. Did I use the safe word? Did you yellow light and ask what the deal was? I really thought we were making progress…”
At this point I would honestly rather go back to the slapping. At least then I had something to distract from the turmoil of doubt and guilt brewing inside. She wasn’t happy and it was, of course, my fault. Just like when I accidentally found the stethoscope, it seemed I’d developed a penchant for ruining things.
The ashamed look on my face only seemed to make her irritation worse. “Nothing else to be done for it, then. I’ll just have to lead by example. Go fetch the footstool while I get things ready. You know the one.” she ordered.