Downing Abbey – Chapter 15

**(Abigail)**

The stools were a little too high, I thought as the bartender flashed me a smile after my second round of scotch. On the rocks, just like my mental state.

The room was different shades of walnut and alder, hardly a fitting setting for the retirees and businessmen over the hump. The surface of the bar was a grey marble slate curved above its wooden stand, where we sat, and dapper jazz played low in our ears.

‘Burgandy Street Blues.’

‘What?’ I responded, head in my palm and elbow on the marble counter.

‘It’s a George Lewis classic. You weren’t even a thought in my mind at that point yet,’ she said, hands orchestrating to the sharp notes of the saxophone.

‘I forget sometimes that you were young once too,’ I murmured with a smile. The alcohol was just starting to kick in, and while I normally kept my wits about me in bars, I felt safe with my mom. Read more »

[MF] The first time I (20F) decided to let myself loose

Cross post. Was asked to post here.

I am in my sophomore year at a university in mid-west. Throughout my life I lived in the mid-west. I am your average high schooler. I got good grades, was responsible and focused. No regrets as I got into a good college, studying computer science. I had friends who had way better social life than me in high school but I did not regret it as I wanted to get into a good college. Also, I remained a virgin and did not get much action though I fooled around a few times.

In college I did not date anyone seriously in the first year though I had a fling in the fist semester and dated a guy not exclusively (to him) for the entire spring semester. He used to initiate most of the time and I was happy with the love making. I am a brunette, 5’5″, C-cups, wide hips and thick in very good shape. For some reason, I remained sort of nerdy and wasn’t too outgoing. Read more »

[MFM] my first time being serviced by two men

This is my memory of the first time I was lucky enough to be the center of 2 great men. I was 27 at the time, and just started seeing Brendan. The sex was amazing, he knew exactly how rough I liked it, but never took it too far. The orgasms I had were the type that make you weak, shakey and completely vulnerable. I loved them.

One afternoon we’d just finished our afternoon delight, and in our post orgasmic haze we began to talk about the possibility of another cock joining us. Brendan had told me before that he had always wanted to suck a cock, and ever since I heard this, I wanted to share a cock with him. Giddy with excitement we got dressed and posted an ad online looking for someone to share in our fantasy. Read more »

[F] [18] [Arkansas]. how do you know if you have a problem with sex?

So i have a history with sex and sexuality that goes back perhaps further than my last birthday lol. some of it fun, maybe out of curiousity or just hormones. I consider myself lucky that i have had some forced situations (only 2. maybe 3) but thankfully they were not what i woudl call violent etc. i would have experiences that i think logically i prob should have talked to a theraplist about but i would laugh it off, and i think each time i did that it just ramped up things a little more. I would act out more and more sexually, doing stupid shit like hitting on men i knew that i should NEVER hit on, doing things to shock people, blowing a guy in the target changing room, etc.. i have not slept all night because i met up a guy i met cause i responded to his craigslist. i have read those ads for some time and have met up w a few. mostly just like if i needed a certain release. i have been with people of both sexes (a LOT) lol. i have been reckless aobut things, but thankfully somehow never got any std or worse. the guy last night i ONLY knew what his cock looked like and i guess that was good enough. he is yet another guy who is 2-3 times my age but to make it worse when i get to his room i know him. friends w his daughter but i go in anyway i think in part because of that like “i dont gaf. does not phase me” kinda shit. anyway. was it fun? sure. he made me cum, and had a very suckable cock. downside. how am i going to look my friend in the eye knowing i fucked her dad? how am i supposed to just be chill going over to her house? just like on one hand im like ok that basically im slutty. so what.. on other hand i feel like im walking around dropping hand grenades and unaware how fucking lucky i am that i never got injured so far.. well not physically. lol. or am i over thinking this all? I have never been able to be faithful to anyone i have been with and if they hint to stop being flirty i hate it and do dumber things to say fuck you and basically chase them off. so there you go.. not as fun as some of the posts on here but im honestly worried i might have like an actual addiction. Oh. and im very short like almost 4’6″ thin, gymnast and 1/2 asian.. so on top of just regular hookups i guess i also fall into a couple of fetish categories cause of the asian thing, gymnast thing, small boobies thing and cause im told i look a lot younger than i am. i hope y’all dont roast me too bad but im curious to get honest feedback.

Welcome to college: Freshman initiation with the senior sorority president [MF]

The freshmen on the team all stood in a circle outside on the basketball court, laughing nervously at what we’d just seen. The seniors had called us to the baseball house for what we thought was a team meeting to settle some differences in the squad, but it turned out to be an initiation ritual. They’d set it up for days, and we thought we were all fucked, in trouble, until they revealed that it wasn’t real and it was just a ritual sort of bonding exercise they did every year.

The seniors explained that we’d been doing this since the 70’s but that we were an especially scared bunch. I stood there and thought to myself that this was as good of a way as any to welcome freshmen to the program. I was happy to be there, I’d been an excellent player in high school, but didn’t exactly have college offers rolling in. But once I got into the school, the coaches agreed that I was worth taking a flyer on, since I was already going to be there anyway. Read more »

Traffic Violation [MF, non/dubcon, uniform]

Liv swiped angrily at the tears streaking down her face, the road a blurry map in front of her. She tried to be an understanding girlfriend. She really did. But tonight was supposed to be special. She finally decided to tell Neil she loved him.

She’d been holding back the words for weeks, even though he was the perfect match for her. Almost. It was that *almost* that had her hesitating, but no one was perfect, right? He really was a fantastic guy. Sweet. Considerate. Even in bed.

And that wasn’t a bad thing. He was a better lover than most. In fact, he was the best lover she’d ever had. It was just that there always something in the back of her mind. A desire for something darker Neil didn’t fulfill.

None of that mattered now anyway. He’d bailed on her – again – to cover a sick co-worker. A messy emotional mass of anger and disappointment, it probably wasn’t the best idea to go for a drive to clear her head. Especially since she her chaotic thoughts just seemed to cloud her mind even more. Read more »

[Group] bi 4some experience part 2

My first bisexual swinger 4some Continued….

So we just arrived home and we are playing grab ass the whole way up driveway, having been discreetly rubbing one another for the car ride. My ex and I had purchased some vodka and tequila (I believe tequila, not really important I suppose) to drink back at the house since we had originally planned on coming back there from the beginning since we have the house to ourselves. We all shuffle in and we sit down and talk. A minute and make drinks. My ex walks up to me and unbuttons my jeans and kneels down with an ice cube in her mouth. Slowly pulls my jeans down and my cock flops out and slaps her in the face. She looks up at me and begins sucking my cock in the kitchen. To set the mood. They start kissing and groping as well, and I ditch my pants all together, and reach back and start fingering her pussy and tight asshole. I slide out of her mouth and run and grab the dildo, strap, and plug, and we collectively decide to head downstairs. Read more »

[MMF] The Catalyst: How My Girlfriend Saved Our Relationship

I wasn’t the best boyfriend that I could have been at the age of 26. I had become very wrapped up in my own world, making sure I could succeed in my career and pay my bills. Needless to say, this had an impact on my girlfriend, 24, and our relationship. Sex with her was always amazing but my concern for our financial situation but the physical on the back burner. This left her feeling unwanted.

I had put in a double shift where I was working at the time and had decided to call it a night, despite her having made plans to go out with her friends. She wanted me to accompany, but I didn’t. I needed sleep. I received a message from my sleaze of a then best friend who asked if I wanted to go out with him and meet his new roommate. I declined and continued with my plan of rest. Did tell him that my girlfriend would be out with her friends, a few of whom were single and to try his luck. I also asked that he keep an eye on my girlfriend.

The rest is collection of information I had obtained from all parties involved. Read more »

The IT Guy Who Services Pussy [mF][pros.][oral]

I pulled up in front of the modest two story stucco home in an arid suburb south of Scottsdale’s city core and rechecked the given address before putting the car in park. Dressed inconspicuously in my Geek Squad type uniform of a navy blue polo shirt, khakis, and topsiders, and with my IT service bag in hand, I stepped out of my car into the blazing Arizona heat. I walked up a meandering pathway through a rock and cactus garden to the front door and rang the doorbell. I’ve never met Mrs. Pelley. Lord, I hope she’s fuckable.

The lock snapped open and a woman of average height who looked to be in her early 40’s opened the door. She had caramel brown hair with honey blonde highlights that framed her heart shaped face. Sultry green eyes, a pouty lower lip, dressed in a white tank top, pink sweat pants and bejeweled flip flops; yeah she was fuckable. She was curvy but toned with big boobs and a Botoxed face. Most of my clients have the same attributes as though having a Botox is a requirement to be a member of the same country club as their friend and my pimp, Suzanne Murphy. Read more »

I wasn’t able to cum for four and a half months. I finally had the best orgasm of my life [M]masturbation and [MF]

First time posting, so bear with me. I know that this isn’t really the kind of stuff that usually gets posted here, but, per the title, I finally came after four and a half months, and even though it’s been a few days, I’m still riding on a high right now, and need to tell someone about this little victory.

Due to some unfortunate family and career changes, I’d been dealing with an unusually strong spike from my GAD a few months ago and decided to give it a go with antidepressants rather than just struggling, as I had been. Around the same time, Natalie, a long time friend since college, and I started dating.

However, Natalie had one hard and fast rule: no porn.

Now, I know what you’re thinking: she sounds pretty deluded and controlling, and usually I’d agree, but let me explain. She’d had a very stout and conservative religious upbringing in which all forms of sex before marriage, sex for just enjoyment (God forbid), masturbation, and porn were forbidden. Over the years, she’s slowly gotten over most of it, though she still has some issues with masturbation for herself (not with me, thankfully) which I hate because women masturbating is one of the hottest things in the world to watch. Read more »