Y’aaaallllllll I have to get this out because I can’t tell anyone else.
TL;DR I have sex with my step dad’s best friend whom I’ve been crushing on for quite sometime. It was very hot and now I’m confused.
Sex starts at paragraph 6 if you don’t care about the events leading up.
This guy, we’ll call him “John”, has been in my life since I was about 7 or 8. I’m 23 now and he’s 38. He taught me how to do a backflip under water, he taught me how to drive stick, he never told my parents any of my secrets, even the REALLY big ones. He cried when he held my baby for the first time.
He’s always been solid, and I’ll admit I’ve had a baby crush on him for a few years. He’s never ever crossed a line with me, but every now and then after I turned 17 or so, he would get a few drinks in at family events and spend the night dancing with me and just generally being around me. The weirdest event was one time when I was around 18, I was telling my parents about a guy I was talking to. My step dad was ranting about the guy’s hippie appearance and I said, “You guys just want me to be with some good old country boy”. And my mom said, “That’s not true, John isn’t like that”. I asked her to clarify and she made me drop it. It was very strange.