Testament of His first disciple – “A Mecca for the broken and dispossessed” [Abuse][Assault][Psychological Manipulation]

Well, there seem to be people out there as warped as I am (or at least in the same direction) who apparently enjoyed the first one of these, so I dug up another one. This is one of the first entries in the journal my psychotherapist told me to keep when I was having trouble talking to him about this stuff face-to-face. Naturally, edits have been made because I wasn’t a great writer when I was younger. I’ll do this in two parts because it’s pretty fucking long.

Tales of abuse lie within – if this isn’t your thing, please move along.

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17/06/2014

Daddy checking on me (MF) (Daddy) (sex) (orgasm control)

Laying in my white rod-iron princess bed piled high with blankets, pillows, and stuffies. Burrowing farther under the covers I grind into the body pillow between my legs. Trying to ease the aching between my legs. Burying my face in my white polar bear, Snow, and bite down on his paw silently apologizing for hurting him, trying to be as quiet as possible because I am up way past my bedtime and I didn’t ask Daddy if I could play, so here I am rubbing my princess parts against my favorite pink pillow because technically I’m not playing. He never said I couldn’t “dance” against my pillow in bed, but knowing that if I told him my logic I would likely get my mouth washed out with soap for talking back and likely end up over his knee because I was playing without permission, along with a miserable week of not being allowed to play at all.

[FM] Lowkey blindfolded anal sex

Tonight my boyfriend and I fucked around with a blindfold and he fucked my ass for the first time.

We went for a walk and when we came back, he claimed to be too tired to fuck properly. I took that as a challenge. First I made him lie down on my bed, I straddled his lap, and I put my little black blindfold over his eyes. He was still fully clothed so I pulled his shorts and boxers down just a little, and I took some lube and started slowly and sensually stroking his cock. I know that when the blindfold’s on, every sensation is heightened… and I could tell from his harder breathing and opened mouth that my hands on his cock felt *good.* It didnt take long for him to be rock hard, hehe. I rode him in different positions, changing it up so I could hear his eager moans each time I made his dick feel something new and different.

[MF] unbelievable night with an incredible hot wife turned into the wildest night of my life

I (24M) was fairly new to the lifestyle and did not know what to expect. I have met with a few people but nothing was to exciting. Finally I met with an extremely gorgeous wife (35F). I was a bit surprised because 90% of people look a bit different/worse then their photos (myself included ?). We went out for a drink for our first date and it was very nice we talked all sorts of dumb things but after 2 hours she asked to head to my place for our next drink. I obviously obliged and we headed over. She asked me to drive her which surprised me a bit but I once again obviously obliged. Once we got into the car she put her hand on my thighs and started massaging my leg and slowly creeping her way towards my cock. I started driving and after 3-4 minutes she leans over and whispers in my ear to pull over. I see a parking lot and I pull in she immediately lunges her head towards my cock and starts licking it through my jeans. She quickly pops open my jeans and throws my cock to the back of her throat. I couldn’t believe how fast everything escalated. She gave the most incredible head it blew me away. After 5-10minutes I came down her throat and she didn’t leave a drop behind. She wanted to head back to my place and continue the evening. When we got to my place I instantly threw her on the bed and started going down on her. She almost ripped all of my hair out in the process as she begged me to stop and to fuck her already. After making her beg for a few minutes she finally ripped my tongue out of her and slipped my cock deep inside of her. We fucked in all different directions and it was a night to remember. We went at it for a while until I am about to cum and she begs me to cum on her tits. Next thing I know my cock is sitting between her perfect tits and erupting all over her chest (and maybe a bit on her face ?).

Us watching porn with an old friend from college is all fun and games…(MF/FF, lesbian, cream pie, masturbation)

What started out as a joke ended up being the three of us sitting in the living room looking up each other’s favorite porn video on the tv. We were staying with our friend from college when we somehow got on the topic of what turned us on. Our friend Samantha surprised us by telling us she was really into watching porn, doing almost nightly.

She hooked her computer up to the tv and opened a catalogue of folders she had saved, letting us browse her library. Hopping from folder to folder, watching snippets of everything from step sibling porn to solo videos of guys and girls, you clicked on one folder named ‘Sam.’ She gasped as she realized that her own pictures and videos were now spread across the huge screen.

“No no no, those aren’t for you!” She laughed and attempted to take the laptop back from you as you held it out of reach and scrolled through the folder, opening them as you went. I watched with my mouth open as I saw Samantha bare her entire body before our eyes. She finally gave up what little fight she had been giving and let us explore her private album. Shots of her in mirrors, laying on her bed, tanning topless, every sort of angle I could imagine was there.

Sea change (or how I mended my broken heart) [MMF], [threesome], [oral]

Just a little note before I begin. I wrote this on my phone, over the space of two night shifts. I get it’s not perfect and lacks balance. It’s very very difficult to proof read or draft under those conditions. I’m a horrible perfectionist so I apologise in advance for any spelling/grammar issues or any double words and sentences that don’t make sense.

I hope it’s still enjoyable.

Please feel free to DM me if you find anything that could be edited and I’ll fix it up. Please be nice about it though and tell me if you liked my story. Flattery will get you everywhere.

Likewise, if you enjoyed it and just wanna give some feedback DM me or in the comments. x L

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I couldn’t say which of them I noticed first. To tell the truth I’d only ever seen them together. They were one of those couples who seemed to not only be close physically but also really good friends. I’d moved recently from the city to the coast. To a small town right on the beach. It’s famous for surfing, cycling, running, walking and yoga. Something to do with the magnificent clean ocean, pristine forests and open skies. Everyone has a dog.

[MF] [MFF] A Kinky Quarter

I met S through a few mutual friends. I was dating a girl from my home town, but we were a couple hours apart, and things were fizzling. One day the old girl called and told me she had enough, and I was perfectly fine with it. S has a body that’ll kill a man. 5’6”, DD tits that didn’t fall an inch when she took her bra off, and a tight ass with equally tight legs. Oh, and a pussy that could squeeze the life out of a cock.

One evening we were studying together, and we both felt like grabbing some food at one of the campus markets. During our walk I asked if she had any interest in one of my friends. My friend was very interested in her, but she explained that she had certain interests that he would not be interested in. Curious as ever I asked, and she explained that she was interested in BDSM. She told me she was a submissive, enjoyed public play, and really liked sex. She expected me to back down, but I think I surprised her by jumping straight in.

[MF] Last nights dream: Giving a friend a lift

So this was a fun dream I had last night, I tend to have a lot of fun, vivid dreams and I’ve decided recently to try to jot them down for a bit of extra fun, plus to see what you think, not I have to say that as this was a dream, logic isn’t always on point.

This dream involved a close friend of mine who’ll be called Kelly for the purpose of the story. Kelly is a cute red-head lass, stylish glasses and a celtic accent, this is not the first time she got involved in a dream, not the last time either… anyway…

The dream started out innocent enough, I was in my car, driving along when I pulled over after seeing Kelly walking up the road, she got in the passenger side seat and we started talking, about what I do not know, but I could tell you that she dressed in a cute dress, it was light red with white spots on it, low-cut and draped just below her knees. She seemed okay for a little while then she got angry, explaining how she got into a fight with her boyfriend for some reason, I was trying to give her my attention but also pay attention to the road, however it was at this point my dream switched my car into an automated car as it started to drive itself.

[F]ucking [M]y Little Cousin

A question about the most morally dubious sex act on another sub reminded me of this experience, so I decided to cross post it here. Skip to *** if you just want the action and no backstory.

My mom had just passed away. Lots of close and distant family members came into town. One who stayed for a while was an 18-year-old I had only seen once before when he was about 8. He had grown up to be pretty good-looking, but even then I didn’t see him like that. In my head, no matter the separation between genes, he was still my little cousin. I could just recognize that he was a good looking kid.

He was here for about a month from outside of the country and originally was staying with my mom’s cousin, who is his aunt. I felt bad for him because he didn’t speak any English. At his aunt’s house the only one that knew how to speak Spanish was his aunt, but she was married to a white guy and never taught her kids to speak it, so he could never understand what anyone was saying.