To begin with, I am sorry for my **bad English**, English ain’t my native and I**ts my real story**, no exaggeration at all.
This is a real incident of around 2005/2006. I am from a country where sex-ed is kind of taboo. We get to know what pussies look likes and girls knew what our dicks looks like but, other things are basically a taboo. Those days, it was Yahoo Messenger, I found a girl in one of our chat room. We were friends first. Slowly, we became close friends.
I was just 18 and she was 18 too. Our love was growing slowly day by day. But, as we were not much aware about the sexual things, we used to just hold each others hand, hugging was a rarity. Today when I remember those days, I am amazed how quick the scenarios have changed even in my country.
One day, one of my friend asked me, have you asked her yet to touch your dick or have you felt her ? I kind of shy replied with no. He laughed at me. Since then, the urge has developed in me that she would masturbate me; a handjob. It was a gateway to the beautiful world with her. But, I would not find any way or courage to tell her about this.