He leaned me backwards on the bed and proceeded to lick me from head to toe and back again, landing on my clit where he stayed and slowly played with. Soft kisses followed by long strokes with his tongue. My legs were shaking so hard he had to hold me down. I didn’t think I could take any more. How was he still going? I started to pull at him begging for mercy. He climbed his way up and on top of me, taking my head in his hands, he pushed his face into my neck and kissed me just under my earlobe. I could hear his breathing and his desire for me. Our bodies were twisted together, sweaty and sticky. We had been at this for a while. “Holy Fuck!” I screamed and then gasped for air. “OMG, Colin, what time is it?!” He could hear the fear in my voice and scrambled to find his watch. “Eight o’clock” he said, tossing his watch back where he had found it. I sat up and had a mini meltdown in my head “I need to find my phone, Jeremy hasn’t heard from me all day. We always do a five o’clock check in call everyday, no matter what. He must be frantic by now.” Colin backed away from me and moved off the bed, I felt a sick twinge in my stomach that was a combination of embarrassment, regret and guilt. What have I done? I was beginning to cry when he knelt down on the side of the bed and handed me my phone. “Don’t cry Kat. I’m going to take a shower. Do what you need to do.” He was sincere and confident, everything my husband was not. I waited for him to close the bathroom door before wiping my tears and giving myself a pep talk. I turned my phone on and waited for the onslaught of texts, calls, emails, fucking carrier pigeons! But there was nothing. Not one single anything. I felt stupid and annoyed. This son of a bitch hasn’t called me all night!. OMG, he must know, he must have followed me and is waiting outside. “Hey babe, sorry I haven’t been in touch. I got stuck in a meeting that went wayyyy to long! Are you ok, did you eat?” I hit send and waited for a reply text. “Hey, it’s ok. I’m good. You gotta work late?” Ok, well that seemed normal. “Uh, yeah just a bit longer, gonna wrap up some work and then I’ll be home. Do you want me to pickup dinner?” “Nah, I’m cool. I made a sandwich.” “Ok, see you soon. I’ll text when I’m leaving.” I had to say this, specifically in this way. If I texted him and said that I was about to leave but then wound working more or losing track of time he would be infuriated. He would get so mad and yell at me for taking longer to get home than he expected it would, based on when I said I was leaving or how I said it. I didn’t need to have this fight again. But, apparently he was fine and didn’t need me. “K, babe. Sorry again.” Kissy face smile emojis started popping up on the screen. Ok, you know what, I’m not gonna stress about it. I took a few deap breaths and calmed myself down and then fell over into a crumpled heap of a woman and closed my eyes. After a few seconds my eyes popped back open “Ugh, I should check my work email” only 50 emails and nothing urgent, work could wait until tomorrow. I dropped my phone and let out a sigh of relief. I felt satisfied, still guilty, but satisfied. I must have dosed off after a few minutes. I woke up to Colin crawling in next to me and stroking my hair. Mmmm, I moaned in a content but frisky tone. He didn’t say anything, instead he wrapped his body around mine and spooned me in the most seductive way possible. I felt so at ease, so safe, what is happening here? This was supposed to be a one time fuck kind of situation. I shook the thought from my brain and reminded myself to enjoy this. I nuzzled myself back into him and wiggled my ass until it in the perfect spot to feel his cock between my ass cheeks. When I landed in position I felt him begin to grow and I smiled. He pulled my hair away from my neck and started to kiss my neck and caress my shoulder. He was so slow but in control. He was not some pussy boy motherfucker who was concerned about my emotions and failing marriage. He was a man, for the first time in my life I finally felt safe. His hands were on my breasts now, gently massaging them, rhythmically. I was so taken by his presence that I didn’t realize he had become fully arroused and that I was stroking his cock with my ass cheeks. We moaned lightly together, moving and rocking together. His hand started to move down my stomach and into my pussy. I looked back at him and he kissed me deeply, I was in heaven. He rubbed his hand over my vulva to see how wet I was and then started making the smallest circles and loops with his finger all over my pussy. My legs started to part and I could feel his dick getting closer to my vagina. I had a rush of butterflies and excitement wash over me. He was a fantastic lover, this man knew how to touch my body in ways that I had never dreamed imaginable. I reached down, grabbed his dick, and guided it in me. “Oh, fuck, Colin. You feel so fucking good. Mmmmm, just like that, yes! Oh my God” I was vocal this time “Do you like my tight pink pussy, Colin?” He responded by lifting my leg higher, wrapping his arm around it and sliding deeper inside of me. “I’ll show you how much I like it.” His voice was perfect, I melted and moaned. “Oh god, yes, don’t stop.” In one quick motion without losing the pace he flipped himself on top of me. “I want you to feel every inch of me inside of you. I want you to remember how fucking good this feels forever.” He was close to me but holding himself over me, hovering as his lower body fucked me hard. He locked his giant green eyes on mine and leaned down to kiss me. “Kat…” As he said my name my pussy clamped down on his dick, he moaned and regained focus. “Can you feel me, Kat?” “Mmm hmmm, I moaned at him. “I want you to feel me every time another man fucks you, ok?” I reached my lips towards his and licked his bottom lip for a second before he pulled away. “Focus, Kat. Close your eyes. Feel my arms flex next to you as I brace myself with every thrust. Feel your toes curl and your legs wobble. Feel me between your legs, Kat. Feel me fuck you. Feel my dick in your cunt as I fuck you harder. Take it Kat, take all of it.” He was fucking me so hard I was gasping for air and moaning, I was not in control of my body anymore. He leaned down and sucked on my earlobe and then whispered “Kat, your pussy is dripping for me. I want to make you cum. Do you think you can do that Kat? Can you cum when I tell you to?” I shook my head yes at him and winced with ecstasy. He grabbed my thighs and sat up a bit but still stayed intimately and pulled my hips up and thrusted hard. He spent some time after that pulling in and out slowly while he found his rhythm. He began to moan with me, heavily, he was enjoying this as much as I was. His eyes met mine, “You are so fucking wet”, he moaned and tried to gather himself but it was too late, he was on the edge. “Kat, cum for me, cum for me right nowwwwww!” He grabbed me with all of his might and fury and bit down on my shoulder. Our genitals were throbbing, bouncing off of one another. We shook and convulsed when we came together. “Jesus Christ Kat, who the fuck are you? You fucking blindsided me. I need to make this pussy mine.”