Hallo again! I’ve had multiple folks ask me to write more, which really is a surprise. But ok. I was asked about going into more detail about my husband and getting over my Dong Kong trauma that I talked about in my first post: [link]
I’m not quite ready for that story, so I thought I would write the story of how I met my husband first.
I talked about how I had zero sexual experience prior to college due to my religious upbringing. (That plus homeschooling ment my only real social world was church). So naturally, when I got to university and wifi my parents couldn’t monitor, one of the first things I did was research and explore the world of sex and sexual pleasure.
Cue the dong Kong event, and subsequent discovery of vibrators and the divine gift that is the clitoral orgasm.
But what you might not expect, is that this sexual awakening/blooming came with absolutely zero (0) man sexy times. Turns out, discovering how to be super horny and sexy does not actually turn of years of ingrained social anxiety and flight instincts. Throw in the dildo incident and penetrative sex was not something I felt I was able to do.