For those who follow me, you know I have been putting my Deepthroat skills to task with a sexy friend for the past few months. I have basically become a master of the craft and the journey has been amazing.
At the exact same time I started with my deepthroat lessons, I had decided to finally quit drinking for good (one really didn’t have anything to do with the other, but that’s how it played out). It’s been very eye opening to live my life through a clear and sober lens these past 4 months.
As I drove to accompany my special friend for a late night throaty call, my thoughts searched through my memory to the last time I had done something like this (driven to a man’s house late night because I’m horny) and it occurred to me that I had done this frequently as a drinker. It made me a little sick to my stomach at first, but then I put myself in the present moment, and realized that I had made a conscious and logical choice to do this today simply because it makes me happy. Giving pleasure to such a kind and deserving person makes me genuinely feel so good. It literally gets me off to get HIM off.