18[F] My Awakening (Last Update)- Suppressed Sexuality of a Homeschooled Christian Girl

This is the last update from my family Mexico trip!

Background: If you already read the previous updates you may know that before November 2020 I was completely shut off from my own sexuality and desires. I was raised in a strict Christian (evangelical) household, and also homeschooled; so my family had complete control of all my social interactions and the content I consumed. In November, we took a family trip to Mexico, where I was left to my own devices at the resort for hours on end for the first time, and I discovered a side of myself that I had no idea existed. After a revelatory experience orgasming for the first time after discovering the pool water jets, I was overcome with feelings and desires I did not know how to control. So I ended up going a little crazy giving 2 handjobs to strangers…

The guy I followed back to his room to give a handjob to ended up being married…a reality that I quickly had to confront the next day, when I was sun tanning on the side of the same pool he pulled me away from. He showed up around the same time I met him there the day before, but this time not alone. He had the nerve to show up with his wife.

I [f] masturbated with my friend [m] and he came on me

My friend and I have always had a very sexually charged relationship. We both have always found each other attractive, but have never acted on it, despite flirting quite heavily. We both have no interest in being with each other romantically. It’s all physical. We both know this, and we’ve definitely masturbated over each other before, just never explicitly (more as in, we’d talk about something sexual or I’d send him some risky photos and then he’d tell me he’s going to watch some porn, and I’d often touch myself over the thought of that).

The other day he was over and we smoked a little bit. We were just chatting and somehow the topic moved into sex. We are usually quite open about these things, but this time he surprised me by asking what my biggest fantasy was. I immediately felt myself get a little bit flushed because I knew that if I told him, he’d be turned on too. Because my biggest fantasy is someone coming inside of me. I decided to tell him. Why not?

“It’s explicit but… I do fantasise about a man coming inside me”.

“Oh fuck”

[F]ucking myself throughout my house

I’ve had the house all to myself and being the horny slut that I am ?. Me and my dildo have been I guess you could say exploring my entire house. Every bedroom, kitchen, garage, staircase, living room. My favorite was the staircase as you’re elevated much easier to ride, although the down side is I squirted and had to clean multiple stairs. The one I’ll be dreaming about ? would be this adornment that’s in the living room that consists of tile. The suction of my dildo gave me such a perfect position to fuck myself and that’s just what I did. It was a different type of fucking I was face down ass up craving my dildo in my pussy. It got so much deeper the further I pushed my ass back into it, it had me moaning uncontrollably as I kept vigorously fucking. Just thinking about how good it felt is getting me wet?. I wanted more but I’m guessing my pussy gripped to hard that the suction came off, a bit of an orgasm denial that doesn’t mean I didn’t keep going ?. My pussy was left pulsing and sore as hell. There’s that soreness afterwards, yet I continue playing with myself although it kind of hurts as I need to restretch my pussy. I also had gotten too much air in my pussy from the fucking if you catch my drift ?.

What do you think? [F]

Recently I found photos of my wife from the time she was a student and we didn’t know each other. She claims I was her first. Few photos where sexual (You can find few on my profile) where she’s laying drunk in pantyhose. She claims it’s her girl friend who took the photo. There were also many random photos with different boys,one photo of a few used condoms,and one video where she is drunk and behaving really slutty with some guy in her dorm room,sitting on his lap rubbing her ass on his cock areas like I’ve never seen her like this before. She only admitted she used tinder and met many people.
From now on I have doubts if she really was a virgin…

[FFM] My wife brought her best friend home to fuck us.

My wife, Viv, has known her friend Kacey for years. She is a couple years younger than us with brown hair, blue eyes, a killer ass and big, fake breasts. When my wife and I opened up our marriage of course Kacey was the first person she told as she has always been quite sexually adventurous. One night shortly after, Viv and Kacey were out drinking and dancing when I received a text from Viv asking if I was interested in a threesome with the two of them. My answer was pretty obvious so I quickly showered and waited for them to arrive.

The three of us each grabbed a glass of wine and chatted before we quickly moved things to the bedroom. The three of us sat facing each other and Viv and Kacey began kissing each other before Viv pushed Kacey’s face towards me. Our tongues danced over one another’s as the three of us kissed each other. Kacey pulled Viv’s shirt over her head and took her bra off, letting my wife’s breasts fall free. Viv reciprocated by taking Kacey’s shirt and bra off and letting her large breasts bounce down.I took one of Kacey’s breasts in each hand while I licked around her large, pink areolae before sucking on her erect nipples.

Clergyman’s daughter… Fellatio 2 [MF]

The second time…

So after the first blow job did not end in a happy ending, there was satisfaction a few days later. My minister’s daughter’s parents were away for a week. She asked if I’d come over first thing in the morning, while she was still in bed. I suggested she give me a spare house key so I could enter quietly, go up to her bedroom and wake her up. By this time we still hadn’t fucked – she was intending to start on the pill and neither of us were keen on the idea of condoms.

Maybe about 8am the next morning I made my way over to her house… only about 100 yards away. I entered and crept upstairs quietly… into her room… she was asleep. I undressed as silently as I could, lifted the duvet, slid under and wrapped myself around her already-naked body – left arm under her head, right arm around her back, right leg hooked over her hip, all in one motion. She woke instantly and by the time I’d finished enveloping her she was already snuggling into me.

[M]y fantasies of semi-public pussy-licking

Honestly, I don’t think that i’m a huge fan of public sex. I have some experience in it (hardly any) and completely understand the appeal, but whenever i’m horny, the thought of doing something in public doesn’t come to mind that often. However, once in a while a certain fantasy pops in to my head and i can’t stop thinking about it.

I used to go swimming to a chain of sports centers and saw a few of their buildings. In some of them they have the usual female/male changing rooms AND a separate section with a few closed cabins where there is no gender separation – usually occupied by parents and their extremely loud children. I swear, *every single time* i saw one of those cabins i thought how wonderful it would be if there was a lady expecting me there. It would be our first and possibly the only meeting, but we would arrange every single detail. We would both swim a little beforehand and would see each other but wouldn’t communicate. We would come up with some kind of a signal which would indicate that my mysterious girl is ok with me entering her cabin and it is time to do so. She would tell me online in advance exactly what i need to do, be it simple short session of pussy-licking… or maybe only ass licking?.. maybe she would prefer me to kiss her lips and breast while my fingers explore between her legs? Essentially, anything she chooses and tells me, goes. So here is how it plays out. I see my girl leaving the pool and i swim a few more lanes. I come out, take a quick shower and go to the common changing area. I look around at different cabins and notice a specific towel hanging on one of the doors. I come in and….

Our [f]irst cuckquean experience – the cuckcake’s perspective

I have shared the story of our first cuckquean experience with honest reflections on it – [https://www.reddit.com/r/cuckquean/comments/o2pk1d/our_first_cuckqueaning_experience_honest/](https://www.reddit.com/r/cuckquean/comments/o2pk1d/our_first_cuckqueaning_experience_honest/)

I am pleased to say I now have permission to share the story using Cassie’s own words from her point of view. If you haven’t / don’t want to read the full story, Cassie agreed to meet my husband as part of our first cuckquean experience and below is her perspective of how that meet went.

**Cassie’s story**
Your husband met me at the station. It felt a little awkward (for obvious reasons) but I feel like we managed to break the ice well and we both kept the conversation going in the car. I found him attractive by the way, which you said I would, but it reaffirmed my confidence in you in that we obviously understood each other well.

Got to the flat and received the mandatory tour that comes with entering everyone’s home. Then to the bedroom. Again, a little awkward because where do you begin?! So we just dived right in. He kissed me, I kissed back. He took the lead as you’d asked him to.

My growth as a cock sucker [MM]

Ever since i sucked my first cock 10 days ago I was hooked. I couldn’t wait to do it again. While scrolling through RAOBJ one caught my eye: a guy passing through town with some hours to kill in his hotel looking for anyone. I thought to myself I am anyone so I messaged him.

As we got to chatting he made it clear he was looking for a face to fuck but preferred a woman. I understood thinking oh well. He then said as long as he could call me a girls name while I blew him he was fine. So my name became Sallie for the rest of the morning.

I show up to the hotel (thanks for the accurate directions to the room, Joel) and the room is open. I get in, he is naked stroking the biggest cock I have ever seen in person, not that I have seen many. It was at least 9 inches but thankfully for my jaw not abnormally girthy but not thin either. I approach, he stands and I drop to my knees knowing what my duty.

Sex on the Beach, x2. South Padre 1992. [F][m][f] [cheating]

Spring Break. 1993. South Padre Island. Well hung bf/fwb had showed up to go with me, and we were there with 8 other people. We had money for gas and food…but not lodging. We drank. A LOT. Sun up, sun down. And I flashed, a lot. Well, one particular post Matamorras trip, we found a quiet area of the beach to park and put our tents up. While we were getting stuff set up, we noticed a fire in the distance so, I headed toward it.

Typical beach party. Drinking. Talking. Bonfire. Good times. And then I noticed the distinct smell of weed coming from a truck parked a little off from the group. Well, I sauntered myself over and knocked on the trucks window. Batted my eyes at them, and they happily let me in.

151 shots. Oouch. But I hung just fine. Shot, toke, pipe, shot. I was floating but…in control. (And no, this isn’t somewhere to interject consent commentary. I had a good idea of what was going to happen when I got in.) Well, sorta.