9 years ago when I was 18, I was on a night out. I bumped into my cousin who is 19 years older than me. He was staying with parents and I asked if I could come over to see them in the morning. He agreed and we went home together. He was setting up the room for me and said he would stop downstairs. I asked him to get in bed with me. We started kissing and I sucked him off then climbed on top of him and we fucked and he came in me. His parents were sleeping next door. The next day I went downstairs (his parents were still asleep) and he started wanking and came and had to quickly clean up as his parents were coming down. We did it once more a few weeks later but then I went to university and moved away.
Fast forward to 9 years later (me 27 and him 46), I messaged him saying I’d love to do it again. He was hesitant but we did. I went round and we had some amazing sex but mostly kissing and we connected on an insane level and said we had feelings for each other. He said we couldn’t let it happen again because it’s become about more than just sex.