It took me a while to understand that my sister was actually an internet sensation. Way longer than everyone else. Mom didn’t want me to know. They all hid it from me. Maybe Mom didn’t want the Christian town we leaved in to know she had raised a pornstar.
When my single mom got frustrated, she would usually go out drinking with her friends on the town and return home all fucked up and spewing secrets. My sister, Sonya, had moved out months earlier before the coronavirus lockdown over an argument that seemed minor to me. On this night, Mom staggered into the house dressed in high heels and a black dress. I helped her upstairs. Before she could pass out, she told me Sonya has an online adult site.
I was shocked and surprised. My older sister had been very vanilla and nice to me that as an eighteen year old now finished up with high school, I never thought she was remotely sexual at all. I didn’t even remember her dating in school. She was 21 and a few years out of school and didn’t want to go to college. I had naturally thought that was why she was having regular fights with Mom.