I am in the closet, I had my first experience with a man who was my patient and teased me and it was the greatest, most pleasurable moment of my life. [MM]

So im a doctor in a pretty homophobic country, so im in the closet. I have never ever touched a guy or anything, nothing, zip. I enjoy having sex with women but its just not the same.

Anyways, this guy comes in for a check up. He said he got a cut on his ass and he wanted me to check it out because he couldn’t really see it due to the location of it. He also wanted a general physical.

This guy was so damn hot. He had this rugged scruffy look, he was 32 years old, he looked kind of like[ oscarr issac](https://s.aolcdn.com/dims-shared/dims3/GLOB/crop/3000×1592+0+170/resize/660×350!/format/jpg/quality/85/http://hss-prod.hss.aol.com/hss/storage/midas/102d678899976dd815279598bdd5f0d4/203170719/3fcdf78b394444a49c8ebedbefc50158.jpeg) the actor. He was just… so sexy. When he took his shirt off I was taken aback by his body, it was hairy in the chest and a bit in the stomach. He was muscular, but not overly muscular and he had this beautiful solid stomach. He just had a really amazing healthy body, i got a little hard on just looking at it. If I was to find it on google it would kind of look like [this](https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/564x/0e/29/fd/0e29fd89218a26c1e54596b6c7619bd3.jpg)