I am in the closet, I had my first experience with a man who was my patient and teased me and it was the greatest, most pleasurable moment of my life. [MM]

So im a doctor in a pretty homophobic country, so im in the closet. I have never ever touched a guy or anything, nothing, zip. I enjoy having sex with women but its just not the same.

Anyways, this guy comes in for a check up. He said he got a cut on his ass and he wanted me to check it out because he couldn’t really see it due to the location of it. He also wanted a general physical.

This guy was so damn hot. He had this rugged scruffy look, he was 32 years old, he looked kind of like[ oscarr issac](https://s.aolcdn.com/dims-shared/dims3/GLOB/crop/3000×1592+0+170/resize/660×350!/format/jpg/quality/85/http://hss-prod.hss.aol.com/hss/storage/midas/102d678899976dd815279598bdd5f0d4/203170719/3fcdf78b394444a49c8ebedbefc50158.jpeg) the actor. He was just… so sexy. When he took his shirt off I was taken aback by his body, it was hairy in the chest and a bit in the stomach. He was muscular, but not overly muscular and he had this beautiful solid stomach. He just had a really amazing healthy body, i got a little hard on just looking at it. If I was to find it on google it would kind of look like [this](https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/564x/0e/29/fd/0e29fd89218a26c1e54596b6c7619bd3.jpg)

When we went over his medical history, he told me he had sex with a man recently. I had this shocked look on my face, nobody really says that in my country, and he said “oh i hope that isnt a big deal” and i said no of course not. But holy shit my cock got hard just hearing that. He just smiled and my heart just swooned.

Anyways, he began unbuttoning his pants and i saw him in these loose fit boxers and i just saw his cock swing around a tiny bit and it was overwhelmingly hot. He showed me the cut on his butt, but when he pulled down his boxers he turned around at the same time so i didnt see his cock, it was really nothing, i just told him to put some anti bacterial stuff on it and wait for it to scab over. Then he turned around, and his cock was just right in front of my face. Ohhhh my goddd it was so fucking hot, I wanted to just shove it directly into my mouth, it was like a foot away from my face. it was a beautiful cock, maybe 7.5 inches, uncut but not too much, and a shower not a grower.

I just sat there, with his cock right in front of me, for like a solid 10 seconds before he just said “you alright there?” and I snapped out of it and told him to lay down and that we have to do the physical.

I saw him grinning at me, and I felt so red in the face and embarrassed honestly. He had this playful look, then he said “so you gotta feel me around to see whats wrong with me right?” and i said “uhmm yeah yeah i do” and he just gave a little giggle. I was like… does this guy know how bad i want him? Is my dream about to come true?

So he said his muscle felt sore on his chest, and that he wanted me to feel it, but i could tell he was playing around. I put my hand on his chest… ugh oh my god, it was just so fucking hot. He then said “you got a little thing going on down there dont you” and he rubbed his shoulder against my boner, which i didnt even realize was so obvious. I was like “ohh my god i am so fucking sorry” and he said it was okay, that he just wanted me to keep feeling his chest.

I just rubbed his hairy sexy chest with my hands for like a minute, in silence, and he just smiled at me. My heart was pounding so fast. He then just said the words, “you’ve never done this before have you” and I just swallowed any pretense and said, no, i have never. “never felt a man sexually?” no, i have never. and it was silent for a bit but i kept on feeling him. He then just put his hand on mine and pulled it downwards, teasing it around the base of his cock.

I thought i was going to wake up from a dream, but i just grabbed his cock and held it there, it was so warm… i have never felt a penis this way. He just laughed and said “i can guide you” and moved my hand up and down on his cock. The way it moved up and down was so fucking sexy i wanted to cry from how amazing it was. He then said “let me see you shirtless” and i took my shirt off.

“get on top of me” and I just got on top of him and kissed him intensely, both of our fit hairy bodies rubbing against each other, i felt his cock rub against my leg and it got so hard. It was so fucking hot, I precame a bit. I sucked on his nipples a bit, it started getting faster at that point, i wasnt as nervous, i knew what this was.

when my mouth touched his cock, it was arguably the best moment of my life. I felt like god put me in the earth for this moment to happen, my boner was hot red and felt so amazing. I sucked on his dick for a bit, i didnt really know what to do but it felt amazing. His hot throbbing warm smooth cock going into my mouth, hearing him moan was so fucking hot and sexy. He then said he wanted my cock, and I just quickly got up and showed him mine, it was so throbbing and his hand touching my cock made me precum a bit more, i just didnt even know how to handle what was happening, i wanted more and to slow down and to speed up, it was just maximum pleasure. He sucked on my cock, his warm mouth, i could feel the facial hair go against my balls, his chest moving back and forward and his cock pulsating.

At this point he just said “you can take me, please take me” and he just quickly got up and got his wallet and brought out a condom. He said “just please, your cock is so fucking nice” and i put it on, and he turned around and bent over and just said “please, please”. I felt like… nervous kind of, but also the sheer hotness of the situation was insane, it was overwhelming me, i was breathing so hard, i just stood there naked staring at what was going to happen, him bending over, reading his ass to have me insert my throbbing cock into it.

I felt it inserted inside of him and it was so amazing, his anus was tight, my cock was inside so nice, like snug and warm and tight. I went slowly at first because i was afraid i was going to cum, but we kept on going for a really long time. I reached forward and sort of hugged him from the back while it happened, inserting my cock even deeper inside of him and he just moaned and i just couldnt take it anymore, I came SO DAMN HARD. It felt like a fucking waterfall of cum coming out. He just quickly said “yes yes yes” and he just took my hand and put it on his cock, my arm going around him, feeling his hairy abs on my forearm. I jerked him off for maybe 12 jerks, and all of the sudden he came, maybe 2 seconds after i came, still in the immediate post orgasm nirvana. I just remember closing my eyes, my cock inside of his asshole, my hand on his cock, covered in cum. And I cried, I literally cried. It felt better than anything I had ever experienced, by a huge amount. I could barely catch my breaths, i felt like my life was forever changed.

He laid down on the exam table and he said, panting hard, “lay down with me” and i got on it too and just cuddled with him. He said that I should come over to his house some days, and I said yes. I just put my head on his chest and i was shaking and panting and felt sensitive everywhere.

Today, it has been a year since then. I am still in the closet, but to him, he is the man who took my gay virginity and we still fuck maybe 2-3 times a week. But that first time… i wont ever forget it. Gay or bi or even curious men, if you have not experienced your first experience and have been in hiding, please, try it. Go to a gay club, anything. Just please try it, I cannot believe how not-having-sex was affecting my life.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/62wzoe/i_am_in_the_closet_i_had_my_first_experience_with

4 comments on “I am in the closet, I had my first experience with a man who was my patient and teased me and it was the greatest, most pleasurable moment of my life. [MM]

  1. I know you didn’t ask for or need advice, but you should be able to emigrate to a first world country because 1) they love doctors; 2) being closeted in a country where this is illegal entitles you to kind of a refugee status, at least in the states.

    I’m not asking you to uproot your life, but think of it as a long term goal.

  2. So how much did you charge him for his visit? You must have been pretty late for your next appointment, that’s highly unprofessional

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