[m]y wi[f]e had some interesting news today…

Cut to the chase… My bride wants to be a cum slut. She went into great detail about how she wants me to sit in the corner while one guy after another walks in and blows his load on her. She wants me to tell her yes or no on whether or not she can touch them or be touched. This blew my mind and made me instantly hard. I’ve been talking to guys throughout the day, and they’re all for it, but they want it their way. It’s like they have space between their ears. I’m trying to get them lined up and all they can talk about are the possible advantages they can take. This will take a while.

33 [m]an what a [f]unny story.

I was perusing the local craigslist and decided to submit a post. I was looking for a couple in the town i was going to be staying at. Craigslist sucks first of all. Nothing but bots. Or so i thought. I get a message, faster than i expected, from a couple who was looking for a playmate. I was skeptical but replied back anyways. They replied almost immediately and with pics. I won’t be sharing them, but the meth, bad trailer park type came up. Needless to say, i won’t be shopping on craigslist anymore. I told them I’d email them back in the morning. They’ve been blowing up my email since 5 this morning asking if I’ve made a decision. Yes I have and no i won’t.

33 [m] update 3. A shocker.

So after much disappointment in trying to find a mmf, or anyone for that matter, I decided to talk to my wife about it. I started real slow with questions. I asked her what she thought about mmf or the idea of me with someone else. She’s been entertaining the idea but she’s not entirely on board yet. I went for the throat. I told her everything. I told her about the pictures, the conversations, all the effort I had been putting into trying to find another couple. She suspected such and asked if i would keep her in the loop and not do anything without her knowing. I told her i totally would. She seems interesting in watching though.

33. [m] just a little update

Im sitting at the parking lot at work thinking about how far I’ve come in 5 days. I’ve seen more and shown more than I ever have. I’ve loved every minute of it. Craigslist is a joke. I’ve followed up on some bucketlist items to no avail. Bots run rampant. The one person that contacted me, broke my heart because their relationship was over. If anyone has any better places to search, I’m all ears.

33 [m] i must confess…

If you look at my family and I, it seems we have it all together. Everyone thinks we never have issues. Our kid is great. People come to us for marital advice. We’ve actually saved a few from getting divorces. My wife is in her 20s. Im in my early 30s so everyone is impressed that we have it ‘figured out’ so young. The actual truth is far from it. I married my wife because i didn’t want to be without her. She is far from my ideal but divorce was not an option based on my unrealistic expectations. (As we’ve grown together, she has become sexy to me.) Im definitely an operator behind the scenes. If people really saw me, they’d be in for a shocker. All the things that people do early in life, college and such, I never experienced. I never ‘got it out of my system.’ For example’ a threesome. I’ve always wanted to be a part of one. Ive tried to persuade my wife, gently of course, but she will not bend. I started a phantom snapchat account that i post just about anything on. I never really had a bend toward anything bisexual but now i find myself watching bisexual threesomes. Alot actually. I have about an hour commute to work and i hope i see a woman with her tits out. I love showing myself off and i’d love to be in a room when a couple are having sex. I have the basic dad bod going on so i only appeal to a certain crowd. My wife knows all of this except the snapchat and the reddit. I find myself getting more secretive though. Telling her less about my bucket list of sexual depravity. Im not looking for a fix. I just had to get it out. I’ll write more later if anyone is interested.