33 [m] i must confess…

If you look at my family and I, it seems we have it all together. Everyone thinks we never have issues. Our kid is great. People come to us for marital advice. We’ve actually saved a few from getting divorces. My wife is in her 20s. Im in my early 30s so everyone is impressed that we have it ‘figured out’ so young. The actual truth is far from it. I married my wife because i didn’t want to be without her. She is far from my ideal but divorce was not an option based on my unrealistic expectations. (As we’ve grown together, she has become sexy to me.) Im definitely an operator behind the scenes. If people really saw me, they’d be in for a shocker. All the things that people do early in life, college and such, I never experienced. I never ‘got it out of my system.’ For example’ a threesome. I’ve always wanted to be a part of one. Ive tried to persuade my wife, gently of course, but she will not bend. I started a phantom snapchat account that i post just about anything on. I never really had a bend toward anything bisexual but now i find myself watching bisexual threesomes. Alot actually. I have about an hour commute to work and i hope i see a woman with her tits out. I love showing myself off and i’d love to be in a room when a couple are having sex. I have the basic dad bod going on so i only appeal to a certain crowd. My wife knows all of this except the snapchat and the reddit. I find myself getting more secretive though. Telling her less about my bucket list of sexual depravity. Im not looking for a fix. I just had to get it out. I’ll write more later if anyone is interested.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/6mlla0/33_m_i_must_confess