I had only tried cruising once before. But I was incredibly turned on by the idea. Just getting there without knowing anything about who is gonna be there, and do it. There was this place I heard about on town, a space next to the bathrooms at a park, where guy meet to have sex.
I went there with my knees shaking and my heart in my throat. There there were two guys smoking cigarettes. For a moment I wanted to run. One of them. The tallest one looked at me from head to toe and said.
-You a fag?-
-yeah- I said without thinking, and trying to sound cool. The looked at each other for a moment, then he looked around and said to me.
-wanna go inside?- while gesturing to the bathroom,
-yeah- I said, trying to hide how nervous I was.
The bathrooms were always empty so we just went in and one of them push the door. It had chains and a lock so they couldn’t actually be closed, but the door was heavy so it wouldn’t open easily.