I [F19] love being degraded and abused by older men during sex

I’ve always had a bit of a ddlg kink, and I’ve always generally been into older/bearded men, but I never really had time to explore it. I was either being watched by my parents or I’d be seeing vanilla but satisfying partners.

I met up with a guy I met on Tinder who was almost ten years older than me, lean, strong, and very dominant. I originally met up with him for a quickie but it ended up becoming longer term. We met up for the first time, and I let him fuck me raw. He would get me soaking wet before he’d even stick his huge cock in me, which honestly was necessary because to this day I’ve never taken anything so large in my life. We had spoken a little before hand about safe words and boundaries, I told him I was free use and that I rarely used my safeword.

Typically when I tell guys I’m seeing that I’m freeuse and my boundaries are very few, they tend to still be very gentle or vanilla with me, which I appreciate but the word “freeuse” isn’t usually taken seriously.

I (F19) slept with two guys 30 min apart

This was actually a bit of an accident to be honest. I had been flirting with a really cute guy on my floor for a couple months, he could never keep his eyes off of my body and it was such a turn on. I decided to tease him a little bit, I went to his to watch a movie in a tiny little black top and a mini skirt with no bra or underwear on, we made out and I grinded against his hard cock the whole night. I wanted to see who would make the first move. In the morning we made out some more, and I could feel his cock throbbing against me, he said I really knew how to give someone blue balls lmao. He started putting on a condom, I took off my skirt and top, he grabbed my tits and thrust into me hard, he had been saving it up the whole night so he didn’t last very long but it was so hot seeing him getting so flustered at how fast he came. A couple minutes afterwards, I got a text from my ex saying he was coming to my room later to fuck me. I told him I was at a friends, I’d never turn down dick from him so I put on my clothes and tried to get to my shower before he got to my room. He was already at the door when I got there and before I knew it his hand were around my waist and he was making out with me against the door. I kept telling him I needed to shower but he kept telling me to do it after. He reached down under my skirt and felt how wet I was still, and then here’s the wild part:

I [F19] just got fucked outside for the first time [MF]

My pussy is still so swollen and sore. I’ve been really horny for the last week or so but I’ve been too busy to see my fwb. The moment I saw his text I started getting wet. He’s mentioned fucking outside a couple times, but I’ve always been too scared of getting caught, I thought he was going to drive us to his place but he ended up driving us to a pretty empty park.

I thought he was kidding when he got out of his car and said we should find a place around there, but I still got out anyways, we snuck into the tennis court and he pushed me up against one of the gates and started putting his hands up my dress and feeling up my tits and ass with his big hands. I thought I heard voices and I kept telling him that we should find somewhere else, but by the time he had started pulling my tights down I was so ready to get fucked. He bent me over against the gate and shoved his dick inside me, it was surprisingly easy because of how wet I was, even though I was nervous about people coming through. Feeling him cum inside me outdoors was amazing, it felt so dirty and wrong but it’s exactly what I needed after a long week. We were outside and I couldn’t wash it out so I didn’t put my underwear or tights back on and just let it run down my legs. I walked back into my house and my family was watching Happy Thanksgiving Charlie Brown lmao, thank god they didn’t look over at me and see me a complete mess after what he did to me at the park.