I made myself squirt for the first time last night [f]

Last night when I went to bed I just couldn’t sleep at all, I felt really tired but I kept being awakened more and more by how horny I was getting. I had spent a lot of the day being lazy in bed, looking at some of my favourite NSFW reddit users profiles and teasing myself or masturbating. But now at night, I found myself desperate to touch myself again.

Despite the fact that the housemate who sleeps in the room next to me was here last night, I decided I had to try to make myself squirt again (normally I wait until everyone is out). I couldn’t be bothered to set up on the floor this time (as I explained how I normally do in a previous post) as I was too cozy in bed.

I was soaking before I had even touched myself. I felt desperate to feel the pressure of someone on top of me on the bed and a light grip around my neck maybe… I reached down inside my pyjamas and shuddered slightly feeling how wet I was. I circled my clit, teasing myself for a while, then faster until I was on the verge of orgasm. I kept myself on the edge for a while, I’m not sure how long, but it felt so good teasing myself, feeling how desperately my body wanted to make myself cum.

My date made me cum with her fingers in the forest [FF]

I finally got to meet Hannah (a friend I’ve been sexting with for a while now) since we’re both partially vaccinated. She picked my up in the town I live in (she lives in a city about an hour away now). Hannah was wearing a stylish pink hoodie which conveniently showed just a little bit of her waist, and black sports leggings with some trainers. She had her brown hair tied back in a ponytail. She looked so happy to see me when I stepped into the car, and I couldn’t stop myself from beaming a smile back at her. My heart was racing from the second I sat down beside her. We hugged hello awkwardly across the gear stick and decided to go get a takeaway coffee and go for a walk in one of the woods around my town.

We talked pretty innocently for a while on our walk, I was getting really nervous since neither of us had really mentioned whether this was actually a date or not. I couldn’t take my eyes off of her though. It’s amazing how much closer I feel to her now that I know we could be more than friends, my stomach was full of butterflies as I marvelled at her big beautiful eyes and contagious smile.

My [F] project to try to make myself squirt

I have really wanted to experience what a squirting orgasm would feel like for quite a long time now and would often try to make myself, but over lockdown I made it one of my projects as I had a lot of spare time on my hands.

I usually take the opportunity to try when no one else is in the house (although I did take a long hiatus cuz lockdown got sort of too much… but since this I started sexting a friend recently I’ve been back at it) I normally put a bunch of cushions and pillows on my bedroom floor and then a towel underneath me (I feel like if I try on my bed I get worried about ruining the mattress even with a towel if I was successful)

I start off in my bed, warming myself up, watching some clips on NSFW subreddits, pornhub, and lately, looking at my friends videos she sent me. Sometimes I make myself cum the way I would normally masturbate, either just rubbing my clit, or fingering myself a little while I rub my clit.

Update: I [F] sexted with my friend [F] for the first time during lockdown

So since the last post I wrote about Hannah and I sexting, not much really happened for a while after that first time to honest. We kept texting though (not sexting) for maybe a week or so, I didn’t really know if she was not into it or not into me or something.

Anyway, it seems I was wrong because it happened again a couple of times again after a while, and the past 4 or 5 nights we’ve been sexting until like 3 or 4am. Mostly just the same type of thing as I wrote in my last post, so not much to add, but last night was a little step up.

Yesterday morning after staying up late sexting with Hannah, I had pretty much stayed super turned on throughout the night and in the morning while I was in that super groggy/sleepy/horny phase, I started looking at some NSFW subreddits. I pretty much only follow lesbian subreddits but also a few specifically for girls masturbating. I ended up masturbating to mostly to girls touching themselves, and couldn’t stop thinking about how much I wanted to see Hannah doing it for me. So I pretty much decided I’d take the first step and send her a video of me when we sexted again.

I [F] sexted with my close friend [F] for the first time over lockdown [masturbation]

So in my part of the world, lockdowns have been pretty severe, and I really haven’t met up with anyone outside my own family for nearly a year. I guess maybe due to the lack of social life and the boredom, I was initially masturbating a lot. I’d wake up and finger myself for an hour most mornings, cum in the shower, then maybe another hour or longer at night. But eventually it became sort of unsatisfying and I’d just be doing it for the release from boredom.

Anyway, one day a couple of weeks ago I was in bed, half asleep at around maybe 1am, when my phone screen lit up. My friend Hannah had texted me:

“*Hey, you still up? How are you doing?*”

Hannah and I are really close and we’d done the thing that I guess has happened to most people over lockdown, talked loads for the first few months, then it petered out and we barely talk now. We’ve been friends forever, and I don’t think we’ve ever been attracted to each other physically before but…

When I saw her text I wasn’t even particularly interested in talking, what is there to talk about right now?

I [F] sexted with my close friend [F] for the first time over lockdown

So in my part of the world, lockdowns have been pretty severe, and I really haven’t met up with anyone outside my own family for nearly a year. I guess maybe due to the lack of social life and the boredom, I was initially masturbating a lot. I’d wake up and finger myself for an hour most mornings, cum in the shower, then maybe another hour or longer at night. But eventually it became sort of unsatisfying and I’d just be doing it for the release from boredom.

Anyway, one day a couple of weeks ago I was in bed, half asleep at around maybe 1am, when my phone screen lit up. My friend Hannah had texted me:

“*Hey, you still up? How are you doing?*”

Hannah and I are really close and we’d done the thing that I guess has happened to most people over lockdown, talked loads for the first few months, then it petered out and we barely talk now. We’ve been friends forever, and I don’t think we’ve ever been attracted to each other physically before but…

When I saw her text I wasn’t even particularly interested in talking, what is there to talk about right now?