I have been doing scat sex with my boyfriend. It’s revolting and mortifying if my friends or family found out [MF]

I have been dating this older guy named Rick for a year. I’m currently in graduate school and don’t make a lot of money. He moved me into his condo and he basically is supporting me until I finish my masters program. I have two semesters left.

Because of this, I felt it was my duty to please him when he told me he was into really kinky sex. At first it was just run of the mill BDSM stuff like whips, chains, collar/leash, denying orgasms, etc. He enjoyed being a dom and preferred that I was a sub which I actually enjoyed.

Then he started to get me into rimming which I didn’t like at first but I dealt with it as long as his ass was clean. Then around mid June, he came home from the gym and forced me to rim his sweaty gross asshole. I felt sick but I did it because I had no choice.

A few days after that, he called me into the bathroom and told me to suck his dick while he was pooping on the toilet. He told me it would turn him on. I thought it was gross but I did it anyway. After he finished pooping, he forced me to lick his shitty asshole clean. It was revolting.