I am spending this evening thinking about Rubio, the love of my life. I thought of writing about how we feel for each other and how we make love. It’s not the wham bam thank you mam..so glad we relieved each other. Rather, its unselfish, unrelenting, giving without receiving. We do have our moments of tension relief and gratification, but the beautiful is receiving and giving, without expecting anything in return.
You have to understand that to love someone unrelentingly, is to give without receiving, or wanting to receive. Its the total immersion of your soul into giving and receiving the joy of that excitement, and letting go in the bliss.
When I want to make love to Rubio, we start with a sensual bath, there are candles, bath oils of lavender and vanilla, nice wine and soft music. There is a colon cleansing, a soft enema to empty toxins, legs, underarms and pubic area softly shaven and rubbed with lotion. We do not speak. She keeps her eyes closed and enjoys, it is my turn. There is no expectation of her to return any intimacy, it is her night.