Author: notavirginsuicides

The back of a crowded room [FF]

I went to one of those places where the music is so loud you can’t hear yourself think. The lights are dim, the place is packed, and everyone is drunk. I didn’t know why I decided to go, this wasn’t really my scene.

I sat at the corner table alone; my drink before me, half-empty and kind of sad. I nursed it slowly as I watched people come and go. Nobody really approached me and I didn’t mind. I don’t know what I was looking for when I decided to come here. Maybe I wasn’t looking for anything at all.

I turned my head to get a look at the other half of the room, and that’s when her eyes caught mine. We stared straight at each other for what felt like an eternity. Neither of us really smiled or reacted, we just stared. After a moment I got embarrassed and my eyes flickered away from her gaze.

I could feel my face flush. She was stunning. Tall, legs up to her shoulders, long black hair, and blue eyes that completely transfixed me. I looked down at my drink and stirred it slowly as I tried to work to get the pink off of my cheeks. I wasn’t very good at hiding my emotions. Especially arousal. Read more »

My first time with a woman was also my first threesome [FMF]

Scroll down to the bolded text for the steamy stuff, but there is a good amount of sexual tension-y exposition leading up to it, if you want the full story. ;)

I met the love of my life, Daniel, when I was 18, and we fell hard. I knew I wanted to spend my life with him. But it wasn’t until after we got together that I began to think…maybe I was bisexual.

I remember I would have insanely sexual dreams about girls in my classes, I’d wake up with my panties absolutely soaked. I used to think that you’d meet a person you were attracted to and if it was the opposite sex it meant you were straight, and if it was the same sex it meant you were gay. I began to realize that sexuality doesn’t work that way, and I was somewhere in the middle.

I began to panic that I’d never get to experience what it was like with a woman. Daniel and I talked a lot about it, I needed to know if I actually was actually sexually attracted to women, or if it was just a fantasy. I said I wanted to do this with him and we’d figure it out together. Read more »