Entry #1
*There’s No Home For You Here – The White Stripes*
I had originally imagined that I would be writing my first journal entry under happier circumstances, but I find myself writing today as a little girl without a Daddy.
He ended things with me this past Monday. We were communicating by text, and he asked me to do a small task. Admittedly, that morning I was feeling particularly bratty, so I asked Daddy how he could know whether or not I had done the task, and how he could know whether or not I’d lied. He said that he was relying on trust, so I tested the waters–I’ve wished hundreds of times that I could take this moment back–and lied, saying I’d done it. A minute or so later, I texted him that I actually hadn’t, and waited with anticipation for his reply.
I was wet at the thought of disobeying him, because I thought I knew what the outcome would be: when he finally came to Seattle for the first time to see me, he would show me what disobedience leads to. My clit pulsating, my mind began racing with thoughts of all the possible punishments he could possibly inflict on me–tie me down, spank me, make me cry Daddy, fuck my whore throat Daddy, abuse me into submission until I’m a spit-and-cum-covered mess, so you can show me that I am nothing without you. Read more »